Monday, April 03, 2006
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Edging
I was surfing through some of the sites listed on the right the other day as I usually do and I came across this blog Rolakiki Binge Masturbator. It is about Rolakiki's masturbation, specifically binge and endurance masturbation. He masturbates several times a day, and/or for several hours at a time. No quickies for him. He looks at porn and edges - works himself up just to the brink of an orgasm, stops, then does it again.
I can relate to that. When I was in my 20's and living alone, this was a frequent activity of mine. I lived in a very rural area with not much to do other than working, running, and spending time with friends. I had a lot of time and found that masturbation was a pleasurable way to pass the time when there was nothing more interesting to do, or just not interested in doing something else. I spent many an evening after work naked on the couch looking at porn magazines or videos and edging. The apartment complex I lived in had a pool. In the summer I'd go swimming or just layout and read, and then return later to my apartment to masturbate. Water always seemed to make me horny, and still does.
In my mid-20's was about the time that I really started becoming interested in crossdressing. I had a thing for looking women in hosiery and heels, either in pictures or people watching. The Victoria's Secret catalog was a nice treat to get in the mail. One time I was in the laundry room doing laundry when I noticed a woman folding her laundry. She threw out some pantyhose that didn't make it through the wash in to good of shape, and some panties. After she left, I couldn't resist the temptation to take them out of the trash and back with me. They were just laundered so I figured there's no harm in using them to masturbate with. The feelings later were electric. The thoughts of being naughty were as well. It wasn't soon after that that I started wearing them, then later buying new things. The girls that worked at the apartment complex's office would always ask me who the lucky girl was that I was ordering Victoria's Secret things for when I'd pick up the packages (no one at that time). If I had only discovered crossdressing years earlier when I first moved there... But I digress.
Back to masturbating. When I travel I masturbate a lot. Being alone in a hotel room in a strange city makes masturbation a diversion from loneliness and boredom. Sure, if I have time and energy I'll go out to dinner, look for the city's brewbups, or just drive around to take in the sites. It helps if I'm traveling with some cool people. More than not, I'm either traveling alone or with someone I'd rather not spend free time with. There are times when I just don't feel like going out. Being on a plane and in a rental car all day, a long day at work, or an unproductive day at work puts me in a funk. Being a very, very, very horny person does it to. I'll bring a couple of recent issues of Leg Show, some electronic files, as well as an outfit or two of my crossdressing clothes. I'll take a shower or bath when I get to the room. I love taking hot, soapy baths, and this is about the only opportunity I have to do so. Sometimes I'll plan ahead and get some bath salts or bubblebath and body lotion. The hot water and scents at the same time are relaxing and stimulating. I'll dress in my girl-clothes, order room service for dinner, and get down to the business at hand (or in hand as it is). Yes, I'll cover up when dinner arrives, although more than a few room service waitresses have seen my stockinged legs. After they leave its back to "me time". Like Rolakiki, I've spent hours edging. Its not really the release at the end that I'm after, it is the repetitive arousal and tension build-up. It is almost better than the eventual orgasm. That's an area that women have a clear advantage - multiple orgasms. But with just one orgasm, edging is the way to go.
Monday, March 27, 2006
Not much going on lately in my world of crossdressing. Work has been particularly busy in the last two weeks, and my weekends have been filled with home repairs. This past weekend I replaced the faucets in one bathroom and the laundry room, as well as going up in the attic to repair the vent. Something definitely go it as the vent louvers were bent and the screen on the inside was pushed all the way out. I'm not sure what it was. I've never seen squirrels climb aluminum siding (the only way to get into the vent), and I can't imagine a bird doing that either. What ever it was, it is stuck in a space that I can't get to without cutting open some drywall in the bedroom. I'm sure its dead by now as it has been a couple of weeks. No other signs of life up there thankfully.
I did get a chance to have some alone-time fun between repairs. After a nice hot shower and trimming & shaving the pubic hair, I dressed in a pair of tan stockings, garter belt, heels, camisole, and a string bikini for some relaxing time to myself. The sensation of the nylon against my legs and feet felt welcoming. Slipping my feet into the heels and walking around also felt good. I don't think too many women (other than the readers of this blog) realize, or maybe they take it for granted, how sensual the feeling of nylon covered feet in soft leather is, and the unique sensation of wearing heels on the legs and posture. Or even the click-click sound heels make when walking. I won't go into the details of my "me time" (unless readers need to know the details), however, I'll say that it was very satisfying!
I did get a chance to have some alone-time fun between repairs. After a nice hot shower and trimming & shaving the pubic hair, I dressed in a pair of tan stockings, garter belt, heels, camisole, and a string bikini for some relaxing time to myself. The sensation of the nylon against my legs and feet felt welcoming. Slipping my feet into the heels and walking around also felt good. I don't think too many women (other than the readers of this blog) realize, or maybe they take it for granted, how sensual the feeling of nylon covered feet in soft leather is, and the unique sensation of wearing heels on the legs and posture. Or even the click-click sound heels make when walking. I won't go into the details of my "me time" (unless readers need to know the details), however, I'll say that it was very satisfying!
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Home Repairs
I haven't had much time in the last week for new posts. I'm in the middle of fixing a few things around the house. It seems that no matter how simple a repair initially appears, it always takes more time to complete. Those Do-It-Yourself shows make it look easy, and once everything is prepared, it is. Its the preparation that takes the longest time and the most effort.
The first one is adding some insulation to the attic. The access to my attic is a small 14" x 16" hole in the ceiling in a closet. I first needed to get some plywood cut into long planks to lay across the joists so I wouldn't fall through the ceiling. I thought this would be easy as I could have loess do the cutting for me. I bought the sheet of plywood and had them cut it into three 16" wide planks. Once home, I cleaned out the closet, got the ladder, and tried moving the planks into the attic. No dice. They fit into the hole, but roof and the angle I had to maneuver the planks didn't work together. So back to loess to have them cut them skinnier. Luckily, they weren't busy and they did it although they weren't supposed to. That was enough for that Saturday. No time on Sunday to do more.
Monday night I was sleeping in bed and I heard a scratch-scratch sound from the attic. She thought it was a branch scraping on the roof or some squirrels running around on it, so we went back to sleep. This happened again two more nights. The next morning I went out to look at the roof. No branches even close to it. I walked around to the side of the house to look at the attic vent and saw that one of the louvers is bent open. Argh! There must be squirrels in the attic. I wasn't able to fix the vent this past weekend due to other commitments, so it is on the list for this weekend. I just hope the squirrels haven't' trapped themselves somewhere that I can't get to them.
Last night I get home from work and wash my face to find that the bathroom faucet has developed a couple of pin-hole leaks in the spout. After dinner I drove up to loess to buy a new one. I start getting out my tools to replace it and find that I'm out of silicone sealant. Argh! I'll be going back to loess tonight.
On another topic, I've upgraded my eMac to OS 10.4.5 finally after running 10.2.4 for the last three years. It has really made a difference in performance and stability. I highly recommend an Apple if anyone is looking for a new computer.
The first one is adding some insulation to the attic. The access to my attic is a small 14" x 16" hole in the ceiling in a closet. I first needed to get some plywood cut into long planks to lay across the joists so I wouldn't fall through the ceiling. I thought this would be easy as I could have loess do the cutting for me. I bought the sheet of plywood and had them cut it into three 16" wide planks. Once home, I cleaned out the closet, got the ladder, and tried moving the planks into the attic. No dice. They fit into the hole, but roof and the angle I had to maneuver the planks didn't work together. So back to loess to have them cut them skinnier. Luckily, they weren't busy and they did it although they weren't supposed to. That was enough for that Saturday. No time on Sunday to do more.
Monday night I was sleeping in bed and I heard a scratch-scratch sound from the attic. She thought it was a branch scraping on the roof or some squirrels running around on it, so we went back to sleep. This happened again two more nights. The next morning I went out to look at the roof. No branches even close to it. I walked around to the side of the house to look at the attic vent and saw that one of the louvers is bent open. Argh! There must be squirrels in the attic. I wasn't able to fix the vent this past weekend due to other commitments, so it is on the list for this weekend. I just hope the squirrels haven't' trapped themselves somewhere that I can't get to them.
Last night I get home from work and wash my face to find that the bathroom faucet has developed a couple of pin-hole leaks in the spout. After dinner I drove up to loess to buy a new one. I start getting out my tools to replace it and find that I'm out of silicone sealant. Argh! I'll be going back to loess tonight.
On another topic, I've upgraded my eMac to OS 10.4.5 finally after running 10.2.4 for the last three years. It has really made a difference in performance and stability. I highly recommend an Apple if anyone is looking for a new computer.
Monday, March 13, 2006
1000 Hits!
I just noticed that my counter surpassed the 1,000 mark today. Thank You for making this possible!!
Being Submissive
Recently, I answered the question "Why do you blog?" at another blogger's site which got me thinking about my many reasons. Two of them are to talk about crossdressing and to explore my sexual interests (and the combination of the two). This is kind of a mind-trip so skip if not interested in the dark corners inside of my head. Just remember, "if we were not all crazy, we would all go insane".
A topic I recently wrote about was cuckolds. As a refresher per the dictionary, a cuckold is a man who's wife commits adultery. Nowadays from what I've seen, I think it is much more than that. The man knowingly allows his wife to fuck other men although it is not because he permits it (implying that he has the upper hand), it is because she has told him that he will allow it (implying that she has the upper hand). The cuckold will often be a servant to the wife and the other man. Activities could include: preparing her bath; preparing the room in which they will have sex; preparing and serving them a meal or refreshments before, during, and after sex; interact with them while they are having sex in a subservient manner; photographing them; cleaning her and/or him after sex (licking up his semen from her vagina, off of his cock, or other body parts).
Although I couldn't have this type of relationship with her (and she's not at all interested in it either), the scenario fascinates me in several ways. After thinking about it and finding some new blogs about submissive men, it is the submissive role that the cuckold lives that is the real object of my interest, not the adulterous relationship. A submissive man serves her. His purpose is to make her happy, not himself. She has dominance over him. His pleasure is 2nd to hers or not at all. He does all of the chores, obeys her requests, and services her sexually to insure her happiness. She punishes him and teases him to make sure he knows that she is in control. He is usually naked while waiting for her and serving her, although she may have him wear a collar & leash, genital restraint, or women's clothing. And usually this is just in private, not in public. She controls his orgasm and denies it to control and punish him.
By nature I have a submissive personality. I'm not a push-over, but not the A-type Alpha Male type either. Sexually, I've always had an interest in femdom and being of service to women. This is more of an intellectual interest, as I've only had a few real-life experiences with this. I'm one of those guys that's easily intimidated by an attractive woman. Get me near a woman who's oozing sexuality and confidence and I turn to pudding and at the same time I'm magnetically attracted to her. My idea of oozing sexuality has to do with my fetishes - stockings, pantyhose, fine lingerie, high heels, legs, and feet. Sure, an attractive naked woman piques my interest. If she's wearing stockings, a garter belt, and high heels, she has my complete attention. Combine that with a strong personality and I'm jello. I read Leg Show magazine every month. It has both the legs, feet, and hosiery interest and femdom angles to it.
Crossdressing (which is everyday to some degree) brings me pleasure in several ways. First and foremost the tactile sensations - the feel of the fabrics and the way they hold me. I love the feel of hosiery, the all-over encasement, how they feel rubbing against other clothing, how my feet feel in them in shoes. Pantyhose hold things in and support things. I think I look better in pants wearing pantyhose underneath than without them. Panties also feel good as each of the various fabrics and styles feel different than the next. Women's panties are also more colorful than men's. Women's pants are cut differently than men's and usually fit closer. I can get pants that have a lower rise, longer legs, and have some stretch to them. Blouses are probably my only complaint. Women's shoulders are narrower than men's so its tough to find a style I like in a size that fits. I do like the covered buttons, extended cuffs, and fitting that they have. I digress...
"So what does your crossdressing have to do with submissiveness?" you are probably wondering. That's the second part of how crossdressing brings me pleasure. I feel submissive when I buy and wear the clothes. Men shopping in women's stores for women's clothing, even for gifts or if they have to go with their gf/spouse, is stereotypically something that men hate to do and get embarrassed doing it. When a saleswoman sees a man buying women's things, they either typically think or say "Oh that's so nice that you're shopping for her!" in kind of a condescending way, or they act like we're invading their space ("This is 'our' store, not yours. You need help as men don't know what they are doing."). So it comes as kind of a shock to them when I ask to try on women's clothes. That reaction makes me feel submissive to them. Or even if they don't care. No matter how they might react or say, the fact that they are permitting me to do so makes me feel submissive to them. I am gratefull that they allow me to do something that men should not. They could easily say "No."
Wearing women's clothes also makes me feel submissive. Part of it is the sissy-boy idea: men who wear women's clothes are effeminate and less than a real man, less than women. I don't act with a feminine personality or voice, but the idea of being less is a submissive trait. By wearing the clothes and shaving the areas that women shave, I am demonstrating that I'm not the 'macho' man. Sure, women may not always be able to see the women's clothes I'm wearing or notice them if visible, but I know that I am and I will behave submissive to them.
It would be very interesting to actually live out the submissive lifestyle that I mentioned in the third paragraph for a long period of time as I've read about others that do. It will most likely remain a fantasy as I know she would not approve of it and our current living arrangements prohibit us from doing so for an extended amount of time.
A topic I recently wrote about was cuckolds. As a refresher per the dictionary, a cuckold is a man who's wife commits adultery. Nowadays from what I've seen, I think it is much more than that. The man knowingly allows his wife to fuck other men although it is not because he permits it (implying that he has the upper hand), it is because she has told him that he will allow it (implying that she has the upper hand). The cuckold will often be a servant to the wife and the other man. Activities could include: preparing her bath; preparing the room in which they will have sex; preparing and serving them a meal or refreshments before, during, and after sex; interact with them while they are having sex in a subservient manner; photographing them; cleaning her and/or him after sex (licking up his semen from her vagina, off of his cock, or other body parts).
Although I couldn't have this type of relationship with her (and she's not at all interested in it either), the scenario fascinates me in several ways. After thinking about it and finding some new blogs about submissive men, it is the submissive role that the cuckold lives that is the real object of my interest, not the adulterous relationship. A submissive man serves her. His purpose is to make her happy, not himself. She has dominance over him. His pleasure is 2nd to hers or not at all. He does all of the chores, obeys her requests, and services her sexually to insure her happiness. She punishes him and teases him to make sure he knows that she is in control. He is usually naked while waiting for her and serving her, although she may have him wear a collar & leash, genital restraint, or women's clothing. And usually this is just in private, not in public. She controls his orgasm and denies it to control and punish him.
By nature I have a submissive personality. I'm not a push-over, but not the A-type Alpha Male type either. Sexually, I've always had an interest in femdom and being of service to women. This is more of an intellectual interest, as I've only had a few real-life experiences with this. I'm one of those guys that's easily intimidated by an attractive woman. Get me near a woman who's oozing sexuality and confidence and I turn to pudding and at the same time I'm magnetically attracted to her. My idea of oozing sexuality has to do with my fetishes - stockings, pantyhose, fine lingerie, high heels, legs, and feet. Sure, an attractive naked woman piques my interest. If she's wearing stockings, a garter belt, and high heels, she has my complete attention. Combine that with a strong personality and I'm jello. I read Leg Show magazine every month. It has both the legs, feet, and hosiery interest and femdom angles to it.
Crossdressing (which is everyday to some degree) brings me pleasure in several ways. First and foremost the tactile sensations - the feel of the fabrics and the way they hold me. I love the feel of hosiery, the all-over encasement, how they feel rubbing against other clothing, how my feet feel in them in shoes. Pantyhose hold things in and support things. I think I look better in pants wearing pantyhose underneath than without them. Panties also feel good as each of the various fabrics and styles feel different than the next. Women's panties are also more colorful than men's. Women's pants are cut differently than men's and usually fit closer. I can get pants that have a lower rise, longer legs, and have some stretch to them. Blouses are probably my only complaint. Women's shoulders are narrower than men's so its tough to find a style I like in a size that fits. I do like the covered buttons, extended cuffs, and fitting that they have. I digress...
"So what does your crossdressing have to do with submissiveness?" you are probably wondering. That's the second part of how crossdressing brings me pleasure. I feel submissive when I buy and wear the clothes. Men shopping in women's stores for women's clothing, even for gifts or if they have to go with their gf/spouse, is stereotypically something that men hate to do and get embarrassed doing it. When a saleswoman sees a man buying women's things, they either typically think or say "Oh that's so nice that you're shopping for her!" in kind of a condescending way, or they act like we're invading their space ("This is 'our' store, not yours. You need help as men don't know what they are doing."). So it comes as kind of a shock to them when I ask to try on women's clothes. That reaction makes me feel submissive to them. Or even if they don't care. No matter how they might react or say, the fact that they are permitting me to do so makes me feel submissive to them. I am gratefull that they allow me to do something that men should not. They could easily say "No."
Wearing women's clothes also makes me feel submissive. Part of it is the sissy-boy idea: men who wear women's clothes are effeminate and less than a real man, less than women. I don't act with a feminine personality or voice, but the idea of being less is a submissive trait. By wearing the clothes and shaving the areas that women shave, I am demonstrating that I'm not the 'macho' man. Sure, women may not always be able to see the women's clothes I'm wearing or notice them if visible, but I know that I am and I will behave submissive to them.
It would be very interesting to actually live out the submissive lifestyle that I mentioned in the third paragraph for a long period of time as I've read about others that do. It will most likely remain a fantasy as I know she would not approve of it and our current living arrangements prohibit us from doing so for an extended amount of time.
Monday, March 06, 2006
Recent Keyword Analysis
How many of you use a counter in your blogs? I use one out of pure vanity - I just want to see how popular (or unpopular) I am. Previously, I had assumed that more people read my blog than actually posted comments to it (just one or two more). The counter keeps track of unique and returning visitors. It also keeps track of the keywords that people use in search engines that they then click on to visit my site. This is the information that I'm finding more interesting than the actual 'came from' stats. Here's a recent look at the keyword analysis statistics:
38.71% giada delaurentis
16.13% guy sheen
6.45% giada delaurentis photos
3.23% delaurentis giada and dino
3.23% sheen place
3.23% husbands, bras, panty wear
3.23% crossdressing pajamas
3.23% crossdressing first time bras panties
3.23% foot,s kiss
3.23% getting caught crossdressing
3.23% hobby crossdressing pantyhose wearing
3.23% rip her clothes
3.23% crossdresser pajamas
3.23% life of giada delaurentis
3.23% cuckold blog
In summary:
51.7% are looking for some information about Giada Delaurentis. I find this kind of strange in that I had assumed that when people search for information about her, they would naturally go to the same sites I went to, mainly cooking sites. I wonder what the reaction is of the searcher when they reach my site and find that it has more to do about crossdressing? I wonder if she has done a similar search and come here? What woudl she think? (I'm just a fan.)
19.4% are looking for information on crossdressing. That makes sense as this is the main topic of my blog. Although I would have thought this catagory would have more hits.
19.4% are, I'm assuming, looking for this specific site. Perhapse they have read my blog in the past and either forgot to bookmark it or didn't want to.
9.7% are miscelaneous topics that I've referenced in my blog at some point or another.
Is there a specific term you use to visit my site?
"There are lies, damn lies, and statistics!"
38.71% giada delaurentis
16.13% guy sheen
6.45% giada delaurentis photos
3.23% delaurentis giada and dino
3.23% sheen place
3.23% husbands, bras, panty wear
3.23% crossdressing pajamas
3.23% crossdressing first time bras panties
3.23% foot,s kiss
3.23% getting caught crossdressing
3.23% hobby crossdressing pantyhose wearing
3.23% rip her clothes
3.23% crossdresser pajamas
3.23% life of giada delaurentis
3.23% cuckold blog
In summary:
51.7% are looking for some information about Giada Delaurentis. I find this kind of strange in that I had assumed that when people search for information about her, they would naturally go to the same sites I went to, mainly cooking sites. I wonder what the reaction is of the searcher when they reach my site and find that it has more to do about crossdressing? I wonder if she has done a similar search and come here? What woudl she think? (I'm just a fan.)
19.4% are looking for information on crossdressing. That makes sense as this is the main topic of my blog. Although I would have thought this catagory would have more hits.
19.4% are, I'm assuming, looking for this specific site. Perhapse they have read my blog in the past and either forgot to bookmark it or didn't want to.
9.7% are miscelaneous topics that I've referenced in my blog at some point or another.
Is there a specific term you use to visit my site?
"There are lies, damn lies, and statistics!"
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Foot Fetish!
I was reading feetman78's blog entry from yesterday and his link to Jazz's blog entry about footjobs . I left a comment in her post and I thought it would make a decent entry in my blog. I added more here.
Count me among the foot fetishists! I like the look of women's feet, the curves, the toes, the ankles, the soles, the nails, the soft skin. I like to give foot massages. Some women really like a foot massage and find it a turn-on. I like the way women's feet look in heels - pumps, sandals, open-toe, heeled thongs - anything other than mules. A nice pedicure is very attractive, and I especially like the French style or just clear polish. Pretty feet in pretty shoes. Yum! I like to see both bare legs & feet and hosiery. Sheer hose over pretty feet is a temptation, a tease. The best of both worlds. I'm not into the dirty feet or overly-smelly feet aspects.
The next aspect is the subject of the footjob, or footsex as others may say. Basically, it is a handjob given with the feet. Sure, one cannot encircle and grab a penis with one foot the way a hand can. And maybe the very flexible can give a blowjob and footjob simultaneously. There are other positions & styles that the feet can do that hands cannot. Hands are good for a massage that needs dexterous fingers. Feet are good for covering larger areas with more strength as needed.
Our more likely place to have a footjob is when were on the couch. As I'm sitting, she will lay down with her feet in my lap. I'll give her a nice foot and leg massage, and she'll use her feet to rub my cock. If the clothes are on at the start, they soon come off. After a while, I'll usually lay down facing her. This gives her much better access, and I can massage or caress one of her feet or legs while she uses the other on me. She does various things with her feet: one foot under my cock, the other on top of it massaging my cock with the sole; both feet on top massaging my cock with her toes; one foot on my cock, the other foot's toes massaging my balls or the area just under them. She can also use both her feet and hands together for a combined hand/foot job.
In the bedroom, another position is her either lying on her stomach or on all fours: she puts her feet together to create a gap between them that I can insert my cock. She can either move her feet, I can move my hips, or both. If she's on all fours, this is a good transition to doggie-style sex and I can massage her wonderful ass. She can put her feet in the same position if she is on her back and I'm either kneeling in front of her or standing at the edge of the bed. In this position, I can massage her legs & pussy and kiss her feet, and she can put a leg on my shoulder or a foot on my chest. This then can lead to sex in that position.
Shopping for women's shoes and wearing them are other parts of crossdressing that I enjoy. Another way to internalize and 'grab hold of' my fetish for women's feet.
Updated on 3/3 to add: I forgot to mention the added sensations of hosiery. Hosiery-clad feet & legs are wonderful things! I enjoy the silkyness when giving a foot massage, as well as the sensations when they are used on me. Its a lot of fun for us both for her to start out in hosiery and then take them off as things progress!
Hosiery adds to the allure. When I see a woman wearing fine hosiery and heels, I start to wonder many things. Is she wearing stockings, thigh-hi's, or pantyhose? Does she enjoy wearing them? Do they feel good to her? What kind are they? Grocery store brand, better department store brand, fine luxury brand? How well do they go with her outfit? What do her feet look like in them? What would her feet feel like if I were massaging them or if she were using them on me? (I think I'm starting to sound a bit obsessive now - I'd better stop!)
Count me among the foot fetishists! I like the look of women's feet, the curves, the toes, the ankles, the soles, the nails, the soft skin. I like to give foot massages. Some women really like a foot massage and find it a turn-on. I like the way women's feet look in heels - pumps, sandals, open-toe, heeled thongs - anything other than mules. A nice pedicure is very attractive, and I especially like the French style or just clear polish. Pretty feet in pretty shoes. Yum! I like to see both bare legs & feet and hosiery. Sheer hose over pretty feet is a temptation, a tease. The best of both worlds. I'm not into the dirty feet or overly-smelly feet aspects.
The next aspect is the subject of the footjob, or footsex as others may say. Basically, it is a handjob given with the feet. Sure, one cannot encircle and grab a penis with one foot the way a hand can. And maybe the very flexible can give a blowjob and footjob simultaneously. There are other positions & styles that the feet can do that hands cannot. Hands are good for a massage that needs dexterous fingers. Feet are good for covering larger areas with more strength as needed.
Our more likely place to have a footjob is when were on the couch. As I'm sitting, she will lay down with her feet in my lap. I'll give her a nice foot and leg massage, and she'll use her feet to rub my cock. If the clothes are on at the start, they soon come off. After a while, I'll usually lay down facing her. This gives her much better access, and I can massage or caress one of her feet or legs while she uses the other on me. She does various things with her feet: one foot under my cock, the other on top of it massaging my cock with the sole; both feet on top massaging my cock with her toes; one foot on my cock, the other foot's toes massaging my balls or the area just under them. She can also use both her feet and hands together for a combined hand/foot job.
In the bedroom, another position is her either lying on her stomach or on all fours: she puts her feet together to create a gap between them that I can insert my cock. She can either move her feet, I can move my hips, or both. If she's on all fours, this is a good transition to doggie-style sex and I can massage her wonderful ass. She can put her feet in the same position if she is on her back and I'm either kneeling in front of her or standing at the edge of the bed. In this position, I can massage her legs & pussy and kiss her feet, and she can put a leg on my shoulder or a foot on my chest. This then can lead to sex in that position.
Shopping for women's shoes and wearing them are other parts of crossdressing that I enjoy. Another way to internalize and 'grab hold of' my fetish for women's feet.
Updated on 3/3 to add: I forgot to mention the added sensations of hosiery. Hosiery-clad feet & legs are wonderful things! I enjoy the silkyness when giving a foot massage, as well as the sensations when they are used on me. Its a lot of fun for us both for her to start out in hosiery and then take them off as things progress!
Hosiery adds to the allure. When I see a woman wearing fine hosiery and heels, I start to wonder many things. Is she wearing stockings, thigh-hi's, or pantyhose? Does she enjoy wearing them? Do they feel good to her? What kind are they? Grocery store brand, better department store brand, fine luxury brand? How well do they go with her outfit? What do her feet look like in them? What would her feet feel like if I were massaging them or if she were using them on me? (I think I'm starting to sound a bit obsessive now - I'd better stop!)
Monday, February 27, 2006
Mistakes
Did you ever do something stupid and you still feel guilty about it? If you are like me, than this has happened more than once. Here's one instance: Back when I was in college, there was one year that I had two roommates and we lived at the top of the building at the end of the hall. One of them was the dumb jock, and the other was a French foreign exchange student. I rarely had the room to myself (and to have "me time", if you know what I mean, wink, wink, nudge, nudge). Either the jock was sitting around watching TV, or Frenchie had his French pals over to drink at all hours of the day or night.
One benefit of living in that room was that we had a great view of campus, and, in the late spring, of the girls that used to lay out to tan in the courtyard or on top of the parking garage across the street. One week, the jock borrowed a telescope from a friend of his and spent a lot of time looking at the girls. This particular day, the jock was gone for the day, and Frenchie was quietly studying, so I was able study in the room as well. Around noon, Frenchie got up and left. I didn't see him leave the room, and I figured he either went to lunch or to class. "Now's my chance to be a perv and look at the girls," I thought. So I locked the door, stripped down, and started looking and stroking. After about 20 minutes, I heard the door handle squeak, and then a knock at the door since it was locked. "Crap! Someone's spotted me!" I thought. I rushed to get dressed and put everything back in place.
Then I heard Frenchie's voice. "Hello! Hello!" he called from outside the door. I figured that if he didn't have his key and didn't hear me, he might think I had left the room while he was out. I stayed quiet a few minutes. He finally stopped knocking and left. I got back to business. About 5 minutes later, he was back knocking on the door, now with one of his pals. Crap, this bugger won’t go away. They went away after a minute. I put everything back into place and went back over to my desk to study. About 5 minutes later I heard keys jingling outside the door and in Frenchie walked wearing nothing but a towel and flip-flops! I then realized that he had gone to take a shower, not taking his keys because I was there. He had to go down to the dorms lobby to get a spare key! He was talking to his friend in French while I just ignored them studying. He then asked where I went and if I heard them knocking. I gave them the reaction like I didn’t know what they were talking about – that I had left and come back and didn’t hear any knockings. He said that his friend waited outside the door while he went for the key. I just feigned ignorance, packed up my books, and left for class.
I was so freaking embarrassed! That was about the lamest, most shallow thing I’d ever done, all just so I could get some cheap thrills and an orgasm (which I never got). I wasn’t sure what to do when I returned from class later that day. I figured we were roommates, not best friends. Maybe he would think I was playing a stupid American practical joke. Anyway, we never did speak about it after that, and we didn’t do much together either. We weren’t cold or unfriendly, just not buds. The last thing I remember about him was the day that he left. Finals were the day before, and I had been out drinking pretty late. I remember him getting up and finishing packing while I was hardly conscious in bed. He said “Good bye!” and then left.
To this day, I still feel like a knucklehead (or chucklehead) about the whole thing. I probably made a very poor impression on him not only about myself, but Americans in general. If that episode hadn’t happened, we might have been better friends. Who knows? We could still be friends to this day and I might have someone to see if I ever go to France, or vice versa (selfish reason). In any case, I was not the person that I should have been. I let myself down. That is the worst part about it.
OK, so now is your turn to tell me that.
One benefit of living in that room was that we had a great view of campus, and, in the late spring, of the girls that used to lay out to tan in the courtyard or on top of the parking garage across the street. One week, the jock borrowed a telescope from a friend of his and spent a lot of time looking at the girls. This particular day, the jock was gone for the day, and Frenchie was quietly studying, so I was able study in the room as well. Around noon, Frenchie got up and left. I didn't see him leave the room, and I figured he either went to lunch or to class. "Now's my chance to be a perv and look at the girls," I thought. So I locked the door, stripped down, and started looking and stroking. After about 20 minutes, I heard the door handle squeak, and then a knock at the door since it was locked. "Crap! Someone's spotted me!" I thought. I rushed to get dressed and put everything back in place.
Then I heard Frenchie's voice. "Hello! Hello!" he called from outside the door. I figured that if he didn't have his key and didn't hear me, he might think I had left the room while he was out. I stayed quiet a few minutes. He finally stopped knocking and left. I got back to business. About 5 minutes later, he was back knocking on the door, now with one of his pals. Crap, this bugger won’t go away. They went away after a minute. I put everything back into place and went back over to my desk to study. About 5 minutes later I heard keys jingling outside the door and in Frenchie walked wearing nothing but a towel and flip-flops! I then realized that he had gone to take a shower, not taking his keys because I was there. He had to go down to the dorms lobby to get a spare key! He was talking to his friend in French while I just ignored them studying. He then asked where I went and if I heard them knocking. I gave them the reaction like I didn’t know what they were talking about – that I had left and come back and didn’t hear any knockings. He said that his friend waited outside the door while he went for the key. I just feigned ignorance, packed up my books, and left for class.
I was so freaking embarrassed! That was about the lamest, most shallow thing I’d ever done, all just so I could get some cheap thrills and an orgasm (which I never got). I wasn’t sure what to do when I returned from class later that day. I figured we were roommates, not best friends. Maybe he would think I was playing a stupid American practical joke. Anyway, we never did speak about it after that, and we didn’t do much together either. We weren’t cold or unfriendly, just not buds. The last thing I remember about him was the day that he left. Finals were the day before, and I had been out drinking pretty late. I remember him getting up and finishing packing while I was hardly conscious in bed. He said “Good bye!” and then left.
To this day, I still feel like a knucklehead (or chucklehead) about the whole thing. I probably made a very poor impression on him not only about myself, but Americans in general. If that episode hadn’t happened, we might have been better friends. Who knows? We could still be friends to this day and I might have someone to see if I ever go to France, or vice versa (selfish reason). In any case, I was not the person that I should have been. I let myself down. That is the worst part about it.
OK, so now is your turn to tell me that.
Thursday, February 23, 2006
My Cold
Just like many of you out there, I've a cold. It started out as a scratchy throat on Sunday. I thought I was getting better, especially after running 5 miles after work last night. Today is a different story. Not much sleep in the last three nights due to my sinuses draining, and that even more so all day today. Argh! Green tea and Kleenex have been my companions today. And my voice sounds like I'm going through puberty again.
Question for the masses: Does having sex or masturbating while you are sick seem to just suck the life out of you? It seems like it has that effect on me.
Question for the masses: Does having sex or masturbating while you are sick seem to just suck the life out of you? It seems like it has that effect on me.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Running!
On Saturday I ran in my first race of the year. It was a 5-mile race and I did pretty well, just over 41 minutes. The temperature was in the mid-30's and I felt good while running. My time was pretty good for me based on past races, but not a personal best. I'm nowhere near fast enough to finish in the Top 3 overall or even in my 35-39 age group. I'm a middle-packer.
After the race I wondered how the results of this race compared to the results of all of the races I've run - 5K's, 10K's, 5-miles, and 10-miles. After compiling all the results, my fastest times are, as expected, in the 5K's, running at an average pace of just under 8 minutes per mile. The 10-miler's are next at around 8-1/4 minutes per mile. Surprising to me is that the 5-miler's are the slowest at about 8-1/2 minutes per mile. I think this may be due to the fact that I've run the 5-milers in the winter when I run mostly on the treadmill. The 10-milers are run in the early spring after training mostly outside.
To improve, I need to run more often at any distance. Currently, I've only had the time to run outside on either Saturday or Sunday on the weekends, and inside on the treadmill mostly just once a week during the week, at distances of 4-6 miles per run. Now that the days are getting longer, I'm going to try to run shorter distances (~3 miles) outside at least two additional days per week. Hopefully, this will improve my endurance in the 10-mile race in the spring.
Is there a tie-in to crossdressing? No, not specifically for me. In the Philly Marathon last year I did see a man run in what looked like a crocheted red dress, red spray-painted running shoes, and a big fuzzy red wig. I do like the running skirts that I've seen a few women wear at races. Very feminine and attractive! I do need to get new running shoes, though, and running in pink shoes just doesn't do it for me.
After the race I wondered how the results of this race compared to the results of all of the races I've run - 5K's, 10K's, 5-miles, and 10-miles. After compiling all the results, my fastest times are, as expected, in the 5K's, running at an average pace of just under 8 minutes per mile. The 10-miler's are next at around 8-1/4 minutes per mile. Surprising to me is that the 5-miler's are the slowest at about 8-1/2 minutes per mile. I think this may be due to the fact that I've run the 5-milers in the winter when I run mostly on the treadmill. The 10-milers are run in the early spring after training mostly outside.
To improve, I need to run more often at any distance. Currently, I've only had the time to run outside on either Saturday or Sunday on the weekends, and inside on the treadmill mostly just once a week during the week, at distances of 4-6 miles per run. Now that the days are getting longer, I'm going to try to run shorter distances (~3 miles) outside at least two additional days per week. Hopefully, this will improve my endurance in the 10-mile race in the spring.
Is there a tie-in to crossdressing? No, not specifically for me. In the Philly Marathon last year I did see a man run in what looked like a crocheted red dress, red spray-painted running shoes, and a big fuzzy red wig. I do like the running skirts that I've seen a few women wear at races. Very feminine and attractive! I do need to get new running shoes, though, and running in pink shoes just doesn't do it for me.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Icon
In my quest to find an icon, I'm going to choose one (for now) that pays homage to the person who inspired my name:
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
"Chocolate"
There, that's one simple word, three syllables. It conjures up warm and comfortable thoughts in my head and body. They say that chocolate is a comfort food for women. What about us guys? (Or maybe its the crossdresser in me that makes it my comfort food?) Anyway, I *love* chocolate. NOT milk chocolate. It has to be dark, bittersweet, velvety, and melt-in-your-mouth. Great chocolate is almost as great as great sex. Sex and chocolate - now there's a combination. I wonder if anyone makes a good dark chocolate body paint....
[Ok, now I'm imagining that episode of Seinfeld when George is combining pastrami and sex. He's in bed with a woman in the middle of things when he pokes his head out of the covers to reach for the pastrami sandwich and takes a bite. Argh! That just ruined my vision.]
Chocolate and beer - another great combination. Not just any beer. It has to be a porter, dark and velvety just like the chocolate.
My favorite chocolate is Trader Joe's Pound Plus 70% Dark Chocolate bar. I've tried a lot of different US and European brands and for me, TJ's combines high quality with low price. Lindt, Ghirardelli, Scharffen Berger are exceptional chocolatiers. Hershey's Special Dark will do if there's only that and milk chocolate to choose from. Snow Caps are always a treat when I go to the movies. And espresso beans covered in dark chocolate are a tasty combination.
Enough writting, now to eat some!!
[Ok, now I'm imagining that episode of Seinfeld when George is combining pastrami and sex. He's in bed with a woman in the middle of things when he pokes his head out of the covers to reach for the pastrami sandwich and takes a bite. Argh! That just ruined my vision.]
Chocolate and beer - another great combination. Not just any beer. It has to be a porter, dark and velvety just like the chocolate.
My favorite chocolate is Trader Joe's Pound Plus 70% Dark Chocolate bar. I've tried a lot of different US and European brands and for me, TJ's combines high quality with low price. Lindt, Ghirardelli, Scharffen Berger are exceptional chocolatiers. Hershey's Special Dark will do if there's only that and milk chocolate to choose from. Snow Caps are always a treat when I go to the movies. And espresso beans covered in dark chocolate are a tasty combination.
Enough writting, now to eat some!!
Monday, February 13, 2006
The Weekend in Review
The weekend went pretty well, a compromise between what I wanted and what I thought she would want.
We left a bit late for the city as I was held up from leaving work as early as I planned and had to get gas and cash, and also some flowers for her. She also worked on Friday. We both returned home about the same time and still had to pack our things. We hurried and left, reaching the hotel with about 20 minutes to spare before our 7:45PM dinner reservations. So only a bit of heavy kissing and fondling before walking to the restaurant. Dinner was fun! The food was great as expected and it was fun to have friends along. Thankfully, they needed to get home afterwards. As she and I walked back, she wanted to go somewhere for a drink. I was able to persuade her that we should go to one of the hotel's bars so we wouldn't have to go back out into the cold. It seemed like forever for her to drink one glass of wine while we watched the Olympic's Opening Ceremonies.
We finally ended went back to the room. She changed into very nice satin pajamas. I said that I brought some things for the bath. At first she didn't want to, but after I picked her up and carried her to the bath, she agreed. We took a nice bath together using one of those fizzy bath bombs. Back to the bed and I gave her a nice massage with the cocoa body butter followed by an extremely satisfying fuck for both of us. Morning came with another great fuck before we got out of bed. Side note: I love to have sex first thing in the morning in bed, but nothing is worse than morning breath and having to get out of bed to brush our teeth first. I'd rather stay in bed. Anyway, we showered, got some Starbucks, then headed home for the party. I wanted to stay later, but they moved the party up to 10AM because of the impending snow storm. Argh!
All in all, we had a great weekend. Another side note: I tried Trojan's spiral tipped condoms as they were given a good review. I can't say that I felt anything remarkably different than other condoms I've used, but they did their job.
We left a bit late for the city as I was held up from leaving work as early as I planned and had to get gas and cash, and also some flowers for her. She also worked on Friday. We both returned home about the same time and still had to pack our things. We hurried and left, reaching the hotel with about 20 minutes to spare before our 7:45PM dinner reservations. So only a bit of heavy kissing and fondling before walking to the restaurant. Dinner was fun! The food was great as expected and it was fun to have friends along. Thankfully, they needed to get home afterwards. As she and I walked back, she wanted to go somewhere for a drink. I was able to persuade her that we should go to one of the hotel's bars so we wouldn't have to go back out into the cold. It seemed like forever for her to drink one glass of wine while we watched the Olympic's Opening Ceremonies.
We finally ended went back to the room. She changed into very nice satin pajamas. I said that I brought some things for the bath. At first she didn't want to, but after I picked her up and carried her to the bath, she agreed. We took a nice bath together using one of those fizzy bath bombs. Back to the bed and I gave her a nice massage with the cocoa body butter followed by an extremely satisfying fuck for both of us. Morning came with another great fuck before we got out of bed. Side note: I love to have sex first thing in the morning in bed, but nothing is worse than morning breath and having to get out of bed to brush our teeth first. I'd rather stay in bed. Anyway, we showered, got some Starbucks, then headed home for the party. I wanted to stay later, but they moved the party up to 10AM because of the impending snow storm. Argh!
All in all, we had a great weekend. Another side note: I tried Trojan's spiral tipped condoms as they were given a good review. I can't say that I felt anything remarkably different than other condoms I've used, but they did their job.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
This Weekend
It seems like no matter how much I try to plan "the perfect weekend" for her and I to spend away together, something always gets in the way. Like this weekend. I used my hotel points to get a free night at a great hotel in center city. We made dinner reservations at a restaurant that we both really enjoy. But.... she invited another couple to dinner .... and ... she accepted a party invitation for Saturday at noon.
So, this is what's going to happen: we'll get to the hotel at a decent time and she'll want to immediately go out for a drink. Me, I would rather rip her clothes off and give her a good tumble in the bed. "Later" she'll say. We'll go to a bar for a drink before our reservations. The other couple will meet us for dinner, we'll eat a great meal ... and then she'll say "Let's all go to another place for drinks." And I'll be thinking "I'm a horny as horny can be, why can't they go home? They live an hour away. Go home!" We'll go to another place for drinks. They will finally leave and we'll go back to the hotel probably around midnight. I would like us to take a nice long bath together, followed by me giving her a massage with some cocoa lotion, then a hot, long fuck. She'll probably say she's getting tired and we need to get up in the morning, so it will be the usual fuck without the bath. (Ok, I'm a clean freak. I'm horniest when freshly bathed.)
In the morning, I'd like us to do the same - a hot shower together followed by more naked fun. She will probably want to shower, us go somewhere for breakfast, then check out.
So, this is what's going to happen: we'll get to the hotel at a decent time and she'll want to immediately go out for a drink. Me, I would rather rip her clothes off and give her a good tumble in the bed. "Later" she'll say. We'll go to a bar for a drink before our reservations. The other couple will meet us for dinner, we'll eat a great meal ... and then she'll say "Let's all go to another place for drinks." And I'll be thinking "I'm a horny as horny can be, why can't they go home? They live an hour away. Go home!" We'll go to another place for drinks. They will finally leave and we'll go back to the hotel probably around midnight. I would like us to take a nice long bath together, followed by me giving her a massage with some cocoa lotion, then a hot, long fuck. She'll probably say she's getting tired and we need to get up in the morning, so it will be the usual fuck without the bath. (Ok, I'm a clean freak. I'm horniest when freshly bathed.)
In the morning, I'd like us to do the same - a hot shower together followed by more naked fun. She will probably want to shower, us go somewhere for breakfast, then check out.
Monday, February 06, 2006
Recent Purchases
Friday I had a chance to go shopping for a short time. A local department store is going out of business (it was bought by another) and they are having some really good sales. I looked through the bras and panties to find a nice set or two, but no luck in my size. I just bought a couple of pairs of Hanes Silk Reflections Silky Sheer stockings, one in Jet black another in Travel Buff. I need to go back and stock up on pantyhose and panties. The Hue brand of pantyhose is my favorite for a department store brand. They are well made and feel very sensual. For bras & panties, I like Barely There which are also well made and look great. Jockey's are fine as well. I could also go for a new waist cincher. Victoria's Secret is, well, I could go on and on about how I love their stuff!
Garter belts are few and far between at stores any more. Usually they are the frilly 'eye candy' types that look good with a bra & panty set for the bed room, but are not built to wear all day under clothes comfortably. There are several internet stores that sell better garter belts for everyday wear. I think more women would wear stockings & garters if they sold more of them at department stores. Victoria's Secret could make them sexy and stylish again if they spent some time on them instead of the frilly ones.
Even the selection of stockings is thin at department stores. Hanes has one style and they are the only one's I've found. I haven't been able to find silk, 100% nylon, or rht's in the various heel styles at department stores. VS carried silk stockings a few years ago. I bought a pair on sale and I am so glad I did! If you've never worn real silk stockings, I recommend that you do sometime. The tactile feeling can't be imitated.
Garter belts are few and far between at stores any more. Usually they are the frilly 'eye candy' types that look good with a bra & panty set for the bed room, but are not built to wear all day under clothes comfortably. There are several internet stores that sell better garter belts for everyday wear. I think more women would wear stockings & garters if they sold more of them at department stores. Victoria's Secret could make them sexy and stylish again if they spent some time on them instead of the frilly ones.
Even the selection of stockings is thin at department stores. Hanes has one style and they are the only one's I've found. I haven't been able to find silk, 100% nylon, or rht's in the various heel styles at department stores. VS carried silk stockings a few years ago. I bought a pair on sale and I am so glad I did! If you've never worn real silk stockings, I recommend that you do sometime. The tactile feeling can't be imitated.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
I Need an Icon
And I want your help! Most bloggers have an icon in their profiles. I'd like to have one and I need either some suggested icons or some ideas for one. So, if you have a recommendation, either post it in the comments section or e-mail it to me. I know there are a lot of very creative people out there.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
My Love/Hate Relationship with Traveling
Do you do much traveling for either business or pleasure? Almost all of my traveling is for business. Last year I spent 16 days on the road, 8 in 2004, 4 in 2003, 37 in 2002, and 139 in 2001, so it comes and goes. Most of my traveling has been in the US. This year will probably exceed last year. I have a love/hate relationship with traveling.
Loves:
1. I like to go to new places, see new things, experience life in other cultures. I've been to places I would not have ever thought about going otherwise or taken the time to do so.
2. Beer hunting - finding new brewpubs and tasting regional beers.
3. I like traveling by plane. Sure, there are inconveniences (e.g., long lines at the airport, delayed flights, bothersome passengers), but its a pretty cool way to travel.
4. Eating regional cuisine in its indigenous location. I mean, I could order some bar-b-q sauce from places in Texas and cook with it at home (e.g., Rudy's and Stub's), but there's nothing like eating it at the restaurant itself along with a regional microbrew.
5. Its an opportunity to crossdress more so than at home. I bring some clothes with me and also go shopping while I'm there for new women's clothes. After work, I can go out complelety dressed in women's clothes and not have to worry about running into someone I know. I can be a little more daring in showing off my clothes - dangling a shoe shows off my stockinged foot, wearing clothes that are much more feminine in the details.
6. I can masturbate freely without being interrupted for as long as I want! And believe me, I can edge for hours. Sure, it sounds like a complete waste of time, but its one way to relieve all the pent up stress. More times than I can remember I've checked into the hotel, showered, put on some nice lingerie, got out a few issues of Leg Show that I brought along, connected to the web to surf for porn, and stroked for 3-6 hours. I'd take breaks for ordering room service and bio breaks. I'd be pretty much exhausted by the end.
7. Filling up my passport with stamps.
Hates:
1. I don't sleep very well in hotels - the beds aren't comfy, the temperature controls aren't great, noisy people in the hall.
2. I hate eating by myself in restaurants and room service usually isn't that good. If I can I'll eat at the bar of a restaurant and talk to the bartender.
3. Experiencing all of these new places and not having anyone to share them with while doing so. Sure, I could take pictures and buy postcards to tell the folks at home all about it. Its a lot more fun traveling with others and being able to talk to someone who's shared the experience.
4. Jet lag on the longer trips.
Loves:
1. I like to go to new places, see new things, experience life in other cultures. I've been to places I would not have ever thought about going otherwise or taken the time to do so.
2. Beer hunting - finding new brewpubs and tasting regional beers.
3. I like traveling by plane. Sure, there are inconveniences (e.g., long lines at the airport, delayed flights, bothersome passengers), but its a pretty cool way to travel.
4. Eating regional cuisine in its indigenous location. I mean, I could order some bar-b-q sauce from places in Texas and cook with it at home (e.g., Rudy's and Stub's), but there's nothing like eating it at the restaurant itself along with a regional microbrew.
5. Its an opportunity to crossdress more so than at home. I bring some clothes with me and also go shopping while I'm there for new women's clothes. After work, I can go out complelety dressed in women's clothes and not have to worry about running into someone I know. I can be a little more daring in showing off my clothes - dangling a shoe shows off my stockinged foot, wearing clothes that are much more feminine in the details.
6. I can masturbate freely without being interrupted for as long as I want! And believe me, I can edge for hours. Sure, it sounds like a complete waste of time, but its one way to relieve all the pent up stress. More times than I can remember I've checked into the hotel, showered, put on some nice lingerie, got out a few issues of Leg Show that I brought along, connected to the web to surf for porn, and stroked for 3-6 hours. I'd take breaks for ordering room service and bio breaks. I'd be pretty much exhausted by the end.
7. Filling up my passport with stamps.
Hates:
1. I don't sleep very well in hotels - the beds aren't comfy, the temperature controls aren't great, noisy people in the hall.
2. I hate eating by myself in restaurants and room service usually isn't that good. If I can I'll eat at the bar of a restaurant and talk to the bartender.
3. Experiencing all of these new places and not having anyone to share them with while doing so. Sure, I could take pictures and buy postcards to tell the folks at home all about it. Its a lot more fun traveling with others and being able to talk to someone who's shared the experience.
4. Jet lag on the longer trips.
Monday, January 30, 2006
Pedometers
Does anyone use a pedometer regularly? Its a small gadget that is worn on the waist that counts the number of steps taken as a way to measure physical activity. They say that one should take at least 10,000 steps per day to stay in shape. I've been wearing one for about the last nine months and I keep a daily log of the results. Sure, sounds kind of boring and geeky to keep track of the number of steps I take everyday, one could even say its a bit obsessive. I've found, however, that its a good gauge of how I physically feel. On days that I've hit 10,000 and beyond, I feel good - more energetic, more upbeat, I sleep better. On lesser days, quite the opposite - sluggish, dull, on edge. Since I've started my new job in December, my daily steps has gone down significantly and I can really tell the difference. Argh! I run about twice a week. That adds to that day's total and brings it well over 10K. Weekly totals are down, however. I know what I need to do - walk more every day. I just need to go out there and do it!
Friday, January 27, 2006
Condoms?
Anyone regularly use condoms? I do. It is our preferred method of birth control. Just the thought of someone snipping my pipes is enough to make me nauseous. And neither of us wants her on the pill. Sure, millions take it, but why take a drug if it is not needed. That's all I want to say about that - I have no interest in starting a debate about birth control methods.
What I do want to talk about is the variety of condoms available out there. All puns certainly intended. I raise the subject because we need more and, instead of going down to the local drugstore and picking from their limited variety, I did a search on the Web. I found a multitude of them. For all the bumps, ridges, over-sized ends, twisted ends, thin walls, thick walls, and lubricants, has anyone noticed any difference in the sensations they do or do not generate?
I've used smooth, ribbed, and studded. I'm not sure I've noticed any difference, and neither has she. The problem, as I see it, is that it is very difficult to measure the sensations. I mean, I'm not sure I'd be able to start having sex with one style, stop before climax, change to another, go at it a few more minutes, stop, change, repeat, all the while thinking about if this one is better than the last. That's a hard thing to do. My stamina isn't all that staminous, so to speak. "Stop moaning, I'm trying to concentrate!" And trying to remember differences between them on separate days would be tough to.
I suppose we could slip the various types on a dildo and have her try them out, if she were willing to do so. That brings on another set of variables - can she feel the first one more because she's just starting and not too wet, or does the second or third one feel better because she's getting closer to climax? There are too many other variables involved in what makes sex great. Over analyzing again, argh!
So, what have been your experiences?
What I do want to talk about is the variety of condoms available out there. All puns certainly intended. I raise the subject because we need more and, instead of going down to the local drugstore and picking from their limited variety, I did a search on the Web. I found a multitude of them. For all the bumps, ridges, over-sized ends, twisted ends, thin walls, thick walls, and lubricants, has anyone noticed any difference in the sensations they do or do not generate?
I've used smooth, ribbed, and studded. I'm not sure I've noticed any difference, and neither has she. The problem, as I see it, is that it is very difficult to measure the sensations. I mean, I'm not sure I'd be able to start having sex with one style, stop before climax, change to another, go at it a few more minutes, stop, change, repeat, all the while thinking about if this one is better than the last. That's a hard thing to do. My stamina isn't all that staminous, so to speak. "Stop moaning, I'm trying to concentrate!" And trying to remember differences between them on separate days would be tough to.
I suppose we could slip the various types on a dildo and have her try them out, if she were willing to do so. That brings on another set of variables - can she feel the first one more because she's just starting and not too wet, or does the second or third one feel better because she's getting closer to climax? There are too many other variables involved in what makes sex great. Over analyzing again, argh!
So, what have been your experiences?
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Alphabet About Me
Saw this on another blog and changed a few that didn't apply:
[A is for age:] 39
[B is for booze of choice] Beer, preferably a microbrew.
[C is for career] Chemical Engineer
[D is for the drug you take:] Proventil
[E is for essential items you use everyday:] Car, computer, lots of things at home.
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] Joy Division's "Atmosphere"
[G is for favorite game:] Otto Matic
[H is for hometown:] Canton, OH
[I is for instruments you play:] Currenlty none. I had piano lessons as a child.
[J is for jam or jelly you like] Grape
[K is for kinks?:] Crossdressing.
[L is for last kiss?:] This morning before work.
[M is for most admired trait:] Self discipline.
[N is for name of your crush:] Other than my SO, it would be Giada.
[O is for overnight hospital stays:] Haven't stayed overnight there since I was a child.
[P is for phobias:] Needles. Ouch!
[Q is for quotes you like:] "If I am not for myself, who is for me? But if I am for myself alone, who am I?" Hillel
[R is for biggest regret:] Not discovering & indulging in crossdressing at an earlier age.
[S is for sweets of your choice:] Dark, bittersweet chocolate
[T is for time you wake up:] 5:30AM
[U is for underwear:] White cotton panties today
[V is for vegetable you love:] Green beans
[W is for worst habit:] Porn.
[X is for x-rays you've had:] Wrist, hand, knee, chest
[Y is for yummy food you make:] Beer! I love to homebrew. And cakes. And cookies. And bread.
[Z is for zodiac sign:] Scorpio.
[A is for age:] 39
[B is for booze of choice] Beer, preferably a microbrew.
[C is for career] Chemical Engineer
[D is for the drug you take:] Proventil
[E is for essential items you use everyday:] Car, computer, lots of things at home.
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] Joy Division's "Atmosphere"
[G is for favorite game:] Otto Matic
[H is for hometown:] Canton, OH
[I is for instruments you play:] Currenlty none. I had piano lessons as a child.
[J is for jam or jelly you like] Grape
[K is for kinks?:] Crossdressing.
[L is for last kiss?:] This morning before work.
[M is for most admired trait:] Self discipline.
[N is for name of your crush:] Other than my SO, it would be Giada.
[O is for overnight hospital stays:] Haven't stayed overnight there since I was a child.
[P is for phobias:] Needles. Ouch!
[Q is for quotes you like:] "If I am not for myself, who is for me? But if I am for myself alone, who am I?" Hillel
[R is for biggest regret:] Not discovering & indulging in crossdressing at an earlier age.
[S is for sweets of your choice:] Dark, bittersweet chocolate
[T is for time you wake up:] 5:30AM
[U is for underwear:] White cotton panties today
[V is for vegetable you love:] Green beans
[W is for worst habit:] Porn.
[X is for x-rays you've had:] Wrist, hand, knee, chest
[Y is for yummy food you make:] Beer! I love to homebrew. And cakes. And cookies. And bread.
[Z is for zodiac sign:] Scorpio.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
I Need to Post More
I remember way back in high school (Class of '85!) that one of my English teachers recommended that we keep a journal and write in it every day. She said that it didn't matter what we wrote, just as long as we did. That's what I should be doing here, not just waiting for something "significant" to occur and the write about it. I've been doing too much reading of everyone else's blogs and not adding to my own.
So what's happening today? My office at work is temporarily in a trailer, a "quadruple" wide. When I first moved in it was mostly empty and people were moving out. Today many people moved in and it is quite full. Not much of a problem as I have a corner office with a door.
A few years ago a bought an Apple eMac. Its still running like new! The game "Otto Matic" was pre-loaded on to it. I'm not much of a game player, never really was. In the last few years I've probably only played it for about 30 minutes total. Lately, though, I've been spending a lot more time on it. I found the cheat codes and am finding it a lot more interesting - its a lot less frustrating to play when you can reload you life when needed. (Hmmm, now only if there were a way to have infinite-length orgasms at the push of a button! I think society would quickly spiral downward as people just sit and enjoy themselves all day long.)
So what's happening today? My office at work is temporarily in a trailer, a "quadruple" wide. When I first moved in it was mostly empty and people were moving out. Today many people moved in and it is quite full. Not much of a problem as I have a corner office with a door.
A few years ago a bought an Apple eMac. Its still running like new! The game "Otto Matic" was pre-loaded on to it. I'm not much of a game player, never really was. In the last few years I've probably only played it for about 30 minutes total. Lately, though, I've been spending a lot more time on it. I found the cheat codes and am finding it a lot more interesting - its a lot less frustrating to play when you can reload you life when needed. (Hmmm, now only if there were a way to have infinite-length orgasms at the push of a button! I think society would quickly spiral downward as people just sit and enjoy themselves all day long.)
Monday, January 16, 2006
Thursday, January 12, 2006
More Thoughts on Photography
Many people post pictures of themselves on various states of undress. I've posted a couple photos in this blog, and I've thought about posting more. Setting the timer, running over to pose, and then checking if it was a decent photo just doesn't do it for me. Having taken enough photos during my life, I find it easier to tell someone to "stand there, look that way, turn, smile!" and take the picture than to be the subject of the photo. I can see how to frame the shot.
As the subject of a self-photo its difficult to see how I would look in the photo, or even the position that looks best. Then once I do take the photo, I have to move to look at it. If it didn't come out right, its tough to go back to that same position and move whatever needs moving.
So the best alternative is to have someone else take them. And me being the perv that I am, it couldn't be just anyone snapping away. This is especially true of taking pictures outdoors in semi-public places. They'd have to be someone that knows to take the vanilla pictures, then move into the kinky ones - poses that elicit an erotic response to the viewer.
As the subject of a self-photo its difficult to see how I would look in the photo, or even the position that looks best. Then once I do take the photo, I have to move to look at it. If it didn't come out right, its tough to go back to that same position and move whatever needs moving.
So the best alternative is to have someone else take them. And me being the perv that I am, it couldn't be just anyone snapping away. This is especially true of taking pictures outdoors in semi-public places. They'd have to be someone that knows to take the vanilla pictures, then move into the kinky ones - poses that elicit an erotic response to the viewer.
Friday, January 06, 2006
Reading Other Blogs
I've been reading a lot of other people's blogs lately, not just those listed to the right. All of them have been related to sex in some way. I'm just a very curious and horny guy and there seems to be no shortage of sex-related blogs. The sex that people are having or not having is very intriguing. I guess I'm living vicariously through them. I haven't been keeping track of every site that I've been to, so forgive me for not specifying the sites.
One blog is from a couple that allows the wife to regularly have sex with a couple other men while the husband watches, i.e., a cuckold. I've heard about these types of relationships before, and it is very interesting. I could not share my SO with another. However, the thought of being teased by her is very arousing. I'm a submissive person and being a cuckold is a very submissive position to be in. I mean, it would be exciting to see a woman having sex with the attitude of "Look how hot this guy is making me, look how much fun I'm having with him" while she's looking at me while I'm sitting back playing with myself unable to (and not wanted to) have sex with her. In the blog that I read, the husband's only involvement seemed to consist of taking pictures of the others, occasionally touching the other men, and finishing himself off.
Many blogs have pictures of people in the process of having sex. Again, I would not want to post pictures us having sex (I know she's totally against even taking pictures). The thought, however, of others looking at them is arousing. This plays into my exhibitionist tendencies. Yes, I know what you are thinking, "Sheen if you are an exhibitionist, why don't you post more pictures on your site?" perhaps I will, but taking a decent selfportrait is not the easiest thing, especially if you want something interesting.
I've been looking for more blogs written by crossdressers. I've only found two others so far. If you know of any, pass them along. The one listed near the bottom right is a very well written blog. The writer is somewhat similar to me - mid-life, heterosexual. His wife seems to be much more accepting of him and his clothes. I wish my SO were as well. I'd love to be able to openly dress in the women's clothes that I have and buy more. By 'openly' I mean not having to keep my clothes hidden and her jsut accepting them as ordinary clothes. I'd never dress amongst our friends & family. Anyway, my women's clothing consists of bras, panites, camisoles, hosiery, jeans, pants, blouses, and shoes. I'm not one to go all out and wear a wig with make-up and a dress/skirt and try to pass as a woman.
Oh well, time to stop rambling for now. I guess the long and short of it is that, no matter how much (or not) that we're getting, or how good or bad it is, it is good to know that there are a lot of others going through the same thing.
One blog is from a couple that allows the wife to regularly have sex with a couple other men while the husband watches, i.e., a cuckold. I've heard about these types of relationships before, and it is very interesting. I could not share my SO with another. However, the thought of being teased by her is very arousing. I'm a submissive person and being a cuckold is a very submissive position to be in. I mean, it would be exciting to see a woman having sex with the attitude of "Look how hot this guy is making me, look how much fun I'm having with him" while she's looking at me while I'm sitting back playing with myself unable to (and not wanted to) have sex with her. In the blog that I read, the husband's only involvement seemed to consist of taking pictures of the others, occasionally touching the other men, and finishing himself off.
Many blogs have pictures of people in the process of having sex. Again, I would not want to post pictures us having sex (I know she's totally against even taking pictures). The thought, however, of others looking at them is arousing. This plays into my exhibitionist tendencies. Yes, I know what you are thinking, "Sheen if you are an exhibitionist, why don't you post more pictures on your site?" perhaps I will, but taking a decent selfportrait is not the easiest thing, especially if you want something interesting.
I've been looking for more blogs written by crossdressers. I've only found two others so far. If you know of any, pass them along. The one listed near the bottom right is a very well written blog. The writer is somewhat similar to me - mid-life, heterosexual. His wife seems to be much more accepting of him and his clothes. I wish my SO were as well. I'd love to be able to openly dress in the women's clothes that I have and buy more. By 'openly' I mean not having to keep my clothes hidden and her jsut accepting them as ordinary clothes. I'd never dress amongst our friends & family. Anyway, my women's clothing consists of bras, panites, camisoles, hosiery, jeans, pants, blouses, and shoes. I'm not one to go all out and wear a wig with make-up and a dress/skirt and try to pass as a woman.
Oh well, time to stop rambling for now. I guess the long and short of it is that, no matter how much (or not) that we're getting, or how good or bad it is, it is good to know that there are a lot of others going through the same thing.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
New Year, New Post
Hi everyone! Hope everyone had a safe and happy New Year.
My holidays were pretty good. We originally planned to stay home for Christmas then drive out to my parent's home until New Year's day. However, the stomach virus that is making its rounds in our area hit her on the 23rd and me on the 26th. We decided to stay home rather than spread the bug to the rest of my family. It was nice to stay home all week. I think this was the longest stretch of vacation I've had in almost 5 years.
Now that its a new year, I'm in a reflective mood about my blog. It seemed to start off pretty strong as I was writing a lot about myself. Many people would read it and leave comments. Now that a lot of that has been said, I'm running out of things about which to write. Posts have been fewer and readership is down. Its a good thing I'm not being paid on a per-view or comment basis! I haven't found that 'thing' that keeps people coming back.
I need ideas. My everyday life is kind of boring. Work takes up a lot of my time. I haven't had a lot of time to have much fun lately. Crossdressing has taken a back seat, way in the back. If it weren't for wearing panties everyday, and the occasional pantyhose, I'd have to turn in my union card. (What I really feel like doing is getting out to the Victoria's Secret semi-annual sale and splurge on some new bras, panties, and stockings, then buy some new pants and shoes!)
So if you have ideas, let me know. Even if you don't, just leave a comment.
My holidays were pretty good. We originally planned to stay home for Christmas then drive out to my parent's home until New Year's day. However, the stomach virus that is making its rounds in our area hit her on the 23rd and me on the 26th. We decided to stay home rather than spread the bug to the rest of my family. It was nice to stay home all week. I think this was the longest stretch of vacation I've had in almost 5 years.
Now that its a new year, I'm in a reflective mood about my blog. It seemed to start off pretty strong as I was writing a lot about myself. Many people would read it and leave comments. Now that a lot of that has been said, I'm running out of things about which to write. Posts have been fewer and readership is down. Its a good thing I'm not being paid on a per-view or comment basis! I haven't found that 'thing' that keeps people coming back.
I need ideas. My everyday life is kind of boring. Work takes up a lot of my time. I haven't had a lot of time to have much fun lately. Crossdressing has taken a back seat, way in the back. If it weren't for wearing panties everyday, and the occasional pantyhose, I'd have to turn in my union card. (What I really feel like doing is getting out to the Victoria's Secret semi-annual sale and splurge on some new bras, panties, and stockings, then buy some new pants and shoes!)
So if you have ideas, let me know. Even if you don't, just leave a comment.
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Christmas Vacation
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year fellow bloggers!
I'll be away until after the first of the year, so have a safe a happy holiday season. The only thing better than these holidays is knowing that the Victoria's Secret semi-annual sale begins in January!!
I'll be away until after the first of the year, so have a safe a happy holiday season. The only thing better than these holidays is knowing that the Victoria's Secret semi-annual sale begins in January!!
Monday, December 12, 2005
Some Thoughts
Some random thoughts of current events:
1. The new job. So far, so good! Everyone here is very nice and friendly. It is a smaller department and we're all focused technology transfer. The building in which I work is shared between three other companies. There are some cute women, but not as many as the previous job where there were just tons of them. At the last job, the sales and marketing departments were in the same building, and there were a lot of co-ops. Nothing like new eye candy every three months!
2. Christmas memories. I was out driving Thursday night listening to a radio show that I had taped back in 1984, "The Police at Christmas" as broadcast on WMMS 100.7 in Cleveland, Ohio. I've always been a big fan of The Police and I hadn't listened to the tape in a few years. It's a little worn, but still a great listen! I used to listen to it every year around Christmas, and it brought back a lot of memories from high school. Its not the same station now as it was back then. Cleveland Rocks!!
3. Sex. Haven't had any in a couple of weeks. "Aunt Flow" is visiting our household this past week. I really need it. She doesn't like me to have my own solo time, and I feel guilty if I'm always asking her for a good foot job. But I mean, she's gives great foot! They usually start out when we're watching TV in our PJ's. I start out taking her slipper off and giving her feet a nice long massage with her legs on my lap. I'll then move up to work on her calves and thighs. By this time her feet have found their way into my boxers and she's rubbing me between the sole of one foot and the top of the other. Then off come the panties and boxers. I'll lay on the couch in front of her and so she can have better access. It feels good when she uses her toes to rub just under my balls. Sometimes I think I could lay like that for hours on end it feels sooo incredible! If she's a bit too aggressive, then she gets some 'lotion' on her feet. Otherwise, I'll start working on her, then its off to the bedroom!! And that's one thing I wish she would do - be more aggressive. I've told her so, but its not really her personality. This would be hot - she takes the initiative to get things going and leads the way.
1. The new job. So far, so good! Everyone here is very nice and friendly. It is a smaller department and we're all focused technology transfer. The building in which I work is shared between three other companies. There are some cute women, but not as many as the previous job where there were just tons of them. At the last job, the sales and marketing departments were in the same building, and there were a lot of co-ops. Nothing like new eye candy every three months!
2. Christmas memories. I was out driving Thursday night listening to a radio show that I had taped back in 1984, "The Police at Christmas" as broadcast on WMMS 100.7 in Cleveland, Ohio. I've always been a big fan of The Police and I hadn't listened to the tape in a few years. It's a little worn, but still a great listen! I used to listen to it every year around Christmas, and it brought back a lot of memories from high school. Its not the same station now as it was back then. Cleveland Rocks!!
3. Sex. Haven't had any in a couple of weeks. "Aunt Flow" is visiting our household this past week. I really need it. She doesn't like me to have my own solo time, and I feel guilty if I'm always asking her for a good foot job. But I mean, she's gives great foot! They usually start out when we're watching TV in our PJ's. I start out taking her slipper off and giving her feet a nice long massage with her legs on my lap. I'll then move up to work on her calves and thighs. By this time her feet have found their way into my boxers and she's rubbing me between the sole of one foot and the top of the other. Then off come the panties and boxers. I'll lay on the couch in front of her and so she can have better access. It feels good when she uses her toes to rub just under my balls. Sometimes I think I could lay like that for hours on end it feels sooo incredible! If she's a bit too aggressive, then she gets some 'lotion' on her feet. Otherwise, I'll start working on her, then its off to the bedroom!! And that's one thing I wish she would do - be more aggressive. I've told her so, but its not really her personality. This would be hot - she takes the initiative to get things going and leads the way.
Friday, December 09, 2005
Nigella!
Woke up this morning and fetched the paper from 3" of snow, brought it in, looked quickly at each of the sections, and I almost had to get naked. How did I ever forget about Nigella when I put my list together?! Its been a super long time since I've seen her on the tele. I'm going to keep this forever!
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Fill in the blanks....
I stole this from Roxi who stole it from others....
directions-
1. copy
2. paste to comment box.
3. fill in blanks.
4. leave nice word at the end.
01] I _____ Sheen.
02] Sheen is _____.
03] If I were alone in a room with Sheen, I would _____.
04] I think Sheen should _____.
05] Sheen needs _____.
06] I want to _____ Sheen.
07] Someday Sheen will ___.
08] Sheen reminds me of _____.
09] Without Sheen _____.
10] My memories of Sheen are _____.
11] Sheen can be _____.
12] The worst thing about Sheen is _____.
13] The best thing about Sheen is _____.
14] I am _____ with Sheen.
15] One thing I would like to know about Sheen is _____.
16] Sheen should go and _____.
17] Sheen _____ me.
directions-
1. copy
2. paste to comment box.
3. fill in blanks.
4. leave nice word at the end.
01] I _____ Sheen.
02] Sheen is _____.
03] If I were alone in a room with Sheen, I would _____.
04] I think Sheen should _____.
05] Sheen needs _____.
06] I want to _____ Sheen.
07] Someday Sheen will ___.
08] Sheen reminds me of _____.
09] Without Sheen _____.
10] My memories of Sheen are _____.
11] Sheen can be _____.
12] The worst thing about Sheen is _____.
13] The best thing about Sheen is _____.
14] I am _____ with Sheen.
15] One thing I would like to know about Sheen is _____.
16] Sheen should go and _____.
17] Sheen _____ me.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
A New Post!
Finally, what you've all been waiting for - a new post! Ta da! Ok, so it may not be all that its hyped up to be, but here's what has been going on lately:
1. A new job! In September I sent my resume in for a position at another operating company in the big conglomerate where I work. I had an interview in October, and they offered me the position just as the big shutdown started. I accepted and start there on Monday!! Its a promotion and a pay raise! It will involve some travel, so stay tuned for stories.
2. Ran in the Philadelphia Marathon on 11/20. My first day off after 11 straight 12-hour days of work. The marathon has a team relay event where 4 people each run legs of 10, 4, 6, and 6.2 miles. I ran the 6.2 mile leg for our team. My first time participating in a marathon, and I'm very happy with my performance as well as our team's. Hmm, now do I want to actually run the entire length someday? Not sure. It was a lot of fun hanging out with all the other people who were in the relay before our turn. I'd have to devote a lot of time for training that I'm not sure I want to commit. I've run more this year than any in the past 20 years of running, so who knows?
3. Thanksgiving. Had a great time not having to travel anywhere as all of my family came to my house for turkey day. All had fun and plenty to eat.
4. Haven't had any time to do any crossdressing other than undergarments. I'm starting to feel the need to get back to doing more. The holiday season is a great time to go shopping as there are lots of sales and its easier for a guy to buy women's clothes as well.
1. A new job! In September I sent my resume in for a position at another operating company in the big conglomerate where I work. I had an interview in October, and they offered me the position just as the big shutdown started. I accepted and start there on Monday!! Its a promotion and a pay raise! It will involve some travel, so stay tuned for stories.
2. Ran in the Philadelphia Marathon on 11/20. My first day off after 11 straight 12-hour days of work. The marathon has a team relay event where 4 people each run legs of 10, 4, 6, and 6.2 miles. I ran the 6.2 mile leg for our team. My first time participating in a marathon, and I'm very happy with my performance as well as our team's. Hmm, now do I want to actually run the entire length someday? Not sure. It was a lot of fun hanging out with all the other people who were in the relay before our turn. I'd have to devote a lot of time for training that I'm not sure I want to commit. I've run more this year than any in the past 20 years of running, so who knows?
3. Thanksgiving. Had a great time not having to travel anywhere as all of my family came to my house for turkey day. All had fun and plenty to eat.
4. Haven't had any time to do any crossdressing other than undergarments. I'm starting to feel the need to get back to doing more. The holiday season is a great time to go shopping as there are lots of sales and its easier for a guy to buy women's clothes as well.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
This Week's Post
Hi everyone! Just back for today for a quick post. I probably won't be back until next week. Things have been very busy at work -I'm working 12-hr shifts supervising the manufacturing area during the shutdown.
I've listed some of the blogs I read over to the right. If you'd rather me not post yours, just drop me a note. If there's one you think I should read, let me know.
And I'm still looking for a replacement for my Doc Marten's. Any suggestions?
Here's more info about me using a form from other blogs with some modifications:
10 to 1
10 locations I've never had sex (and want to):
In a secluded area like a forest
At the beach
On a boat
On a hotel balcony
A semi-public area like a parking garage
Dr's office
In a room with another couple that's having sex
In a dressing room at a clothing store
In a dungeon
In a limmo
9 Favorite Movies
Star Wars Episode IV
Akira
Sixteen Candles
Ghost in the Shell
The Adventures of Buckaroo Bonzai
Blade Runner
A Beautiful Life
Forbidden Planet
I wish there were a Star Trek movie I could add to the list, but there isn't.
8 favorite snacks
Dark chocolate
Pretzels
Oyster crackers
Red licorice
Cheesecake
Chocolate ice cream
Yogurt
Chicken wings
7 people I want to meet in Heaven (or on the other side)
My grandfather on my Dad's side
My grandmother on my Dad's side
My grandfather on my Mom's side
My grandmother on my Mom's side
My Dad's older brother that died when he was a child
Frank Herbert
Philip K Dick
6 things I want to do before I die
Go to one or more of the rocket centers, JFK or Houston
Own a car that I can drive in! Oh, how I miss my beloved red Plymouth Laser RS Turbo, may she rest in pieces.
Travel to Europe for a really long time, specifically back to Italy.
Be really good at brewing beer
Run a marathon
Complete the "10 Places I Haven't Had Sex" list
5 songs that would be in my soundtrack if my life were a movie
"Hold My Life" by The Replacements
"I'll Be You" by The Replacements
"Eminence Front" by The Who
"Once In A Lifetime" by The Talking Heads
"Answering Machine" by The Replacements
4 things that attract me to a girl
Legs
Hair
Smile
Eyes
3 things that turn me off
Bad breath
Disrespect
Drugs
2 favorite books
The Lord of the Rings
Dune
# 1 thing to do on a Saturday night
Going to a brewpub or a beer bar for some good beer (in addition to having great sex)
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Hot or Cold: Hot
1 Thing You Want To Do Before You Die
Cross drestotallyly - wig, make-up, the whole nine yards for an extended period like a month
I've listed some of the blogs I read over to the right. If you'd rather me not post yours, just drop me a note. If there's one you think I should read, let me know.
And I'm still looking for a replacement for my Doc Marten's. Any suggestions?
Here's more info about me using a form from other blogs with some modifications:
10 to 1
10 locations I've never had sex (and want to):
In a secluded area like a forest
At the beach
On a boat
On a hotel balcony
A semi-public area like a parking garage
Dr's office
In a room with another couple that's having sex
In a dressing room at a clothing store
In a dungeon
In a limmo
9 Favorite Movies
Star Wars Episode IV
Akira
Sixteen Candles
Ghost in the Shell
The Adventures of Buckaroo Bonzai
Blade Runner
A Beautiful Life
Forbidden Planet
I wish there were a Star Trek movie I could add to the list, but there isn't.
8 favorite snacks
Dark chocolate
Pretzels
Oyster crackers
Red licorice
Cheesecake
Chocolate ice cream
Yogurt
Chicken wings
7 people I want to meet in Heaven (or on the other side)
My grandfather on my Dad's side
My grandmother on my Dad's side
My grandfather on my Mom's side
My grandmother on my Mom's side
My Dad's older brother that died when he was a child
Frank Herbert
Philip K Dick
6 things I want to do before I die
Go to one or more of the rocket centers, JFK or Houston
Own a car that I can drive in! Oh, how I miss my beloved red Plymouth Laser RS Turbo, may she rest in pieces.
Travel to Europe for a really long time, specifically back to Italy.
Be really good at brewing beer
Run a marathon
Complete the "10 Places I Haven't Had Sex" list
5 songs that would be in my soundtrack if my life were a movie
"Hold My Life" by The Replacements
"I'll Be You" by The Replacements
"Eminence Front" by The Who
"Once In A Lifetime" by The Talking Heads
"Answering Machine" by The Replacements
4 things that attract me to a girl
Legs
Hair
Smile
Eyes
3 things that turn me off
Bad breath
Disrespect
Drugs
2 favorite books
The Lord of the Rings
Dune
# 1 thing to do on a Saturday night
Going to a brewpub or a beer bar for some good beer (in addition to having great sex)
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10 Favorites
Favorite Season: Fall
Favorite Sport: Running
Favorite Time: 10PM
Favorite Color: Red
Favorite Actor: Cary Grant
Favorite Actress: Myrna Loy
Favorite Ice Cream: Mint Chocolate Chip
Favorite Food: Cheesecake
Favorite Drink: micro brew beer
Favorite Place: a brewery!
9 Currents
Current Feeling: decaffeinated.
Current Underwear Color: White
Current Windows Open: Outlook, IE
Current Drink: Nothing
Current Time: 10:59am
Current Mobile(s) Used: Verizon
Current Show on TV: No TV in here
Current Thought: no thoughtsÂ… just a cheesy grin on my face
Current Clothes: khakies, polo shirt, panties, pantyhose
8 Firsts
First Nickname: Can't remember!
First Kiss: Grade school
First Crush: Maggie
First Best Friend: Rob
First Vehicle I drove: A tractor.
First Job: At my dad's pharmacy
First Movie: The Little Prince
First Pet: None.
First Shave: 7th grade
7 Lasts
Last Drink : Water
Last Kiss: Today
Last Time I Drove: This morning at 6:45AM
Last Time Shaved: This morning at 5:30AM
Last Web Site Visited: StockingsHQ.com
Last Movie Watched: Warriors
Last Pill I Had: vitamin
6 Have You Evers
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Yes, two speeding tickets
Have You Ever Been Drunk: More than a few times.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: No.
Have You Ever Been in the Middle/Close to Gunfire or Bomb Blast: No.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Yes
Have You Ever Broken Anyone's Heart: Yes
5 Things
Things You Can Hear Right Now: computer, heater, someone grinding, me typing, a clock ticking
Things on Your Bed: book, comforter, pillows, clothes, hanger
Things You Ate Today: Bagel, doughnut, water, vitamin, allergy pill
Things You CanÂ’t Live Without: food, sex, running, chocolate, beer!
Things You Do When You Are Bored: Watch TV, read, run, masturbate
4 Places You Have Been Today
home
car
work
a bar (tonight)
3 Things On Your Desk Right Now
printer
old computer
telephone
2 Choices
Hot or Cold: Hot
1 Thing You Want To Do Before You Die
Cross drestotallyly - wig, make-up, the whole nine yards for an extended period like a month
Monday, November 07, 2005
Taking a Break
Howdy readers! Just letting you know that I may not be posting much in the next few weeks, if at all, as my work schedule will be greatly increased until the end of November. Try to stay calm, all is well, the sky is not falling!
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
The Short List
Many bloggers have lists of people with whom they'd like to have sex, so I'll put up my list here. One just never knows, it may just happen.
Jill Whelan from The Love Boat. We're about the same age (she's only a month older than me), and I thought she was cute when she was on the show. I saw her recently on an episode of VH1's Star Dates. Still a babe!
Jill Whelan from The Love Boat. We're about the same age (she's only a month older than me), and I thought she was cute when she was on the show. I saw her recently on an episode of VH1's Star Dates. Still a babe! 
R h u d i B a k t i a r from CNN. I haven't seen her in a while on CNN, so she must have moved on to something else. A '10' in my book, and she's only four months older than me!
G i a d a De L a u r e n t i s from the Food Network. She has that combination of looks, personality, voice, and cooking talent that melts my heart, makes me hungry, and wishes she had those hands around me! I mean, her cooking show is like watching soft porn for foodies!
Bebe Neuwirth. Long legs, long dark hair, captivating personality, and she can act, sing, and dance. Love this photo of her.
More Questions from Blogs
This is another set of questions from Gigi's page:
1. How old are you/male or female? 39, male.
2. How many people have you slept with? 1, and still sleeping with her.
3. Lost virginity at what age? 27.
4. How many blow jobs/oral sex have you given? Oral - many, although she doesn't enjoy receiving as much as I like giving.
5. How many one nightstands? If this means having sex, none.
6. Ever banged your friend's significant other? No.
7. Ever cheated? No.
8. How often do you masturbate? Less than I used to, once a week.
9. What do you masturbate to? Leg Show magazine and internet porn.
10. Most forbidden person you wanted to bang? A secretary at a previous employer.
11. Ever had a gay/lesbian experience? No.
12. Like the taste of pussy? Very much so.
13. Like the taste of cum? Not bad.
14. Use toys? Occasionally.
15. Ever masturbated at work? No.
16. Craziest place you've had sex? We're not to crazy.
17. Like anal? Haven't had anyone give it to me yet.
18. Foot fetish? OMG YES!!
19. Weirdest thing you have masturbated with? Cantelope.
20. Met anyone off Craig's List and had sex the first night? No.
21. How many porn's do you have? Just some clips on the computer, and about 5 yrs worth of Leg Show magazine.
22. Faked an orgasm? No, I'm a guy, it's pretty hard to fake.
23. Favorite position? Each has its own merrits.
24. Ever paid for sex? No.
25. Ever had sex in a club? No.
26. How many is too many? Beers? For me its about a six-pack.
27. Ever had group sex? Not yet.
28. Ever had cyber sex? Yes.
29. Phone sex? Yes, many, many times.
30. Dirtiest Fantasy? Similar to the experience I describe in another post.
31. Ever taped yourself? No.
32. Taken dirty pictures? A few of myself.
33. Ever had sex with someone and didn't know his or her name? No
34. Ever had sex with anyone famous? No.
35. Feel like masturbating now? I am!
36. Fucked a co-worker? No.
37. Used someone? No.
38. When it comes to shallow attraction, what body part does it for you the most? Legs and feet.
39. Ever hate fuck somebody? No.
40. Do you enjoy the dirty talk in bed? Yes.
41. Consider fucking someone who writes you as a result of this poll? If they can read all of this and come back for more, sure!
1. How old are you/male or female? 39, male.
2. How many people have you slept with? 1, and still sleeping with her.
3. Lost virginity at what age? 27.
4. How many blow jobs/oral sex have you given? Oral - many, although she doesn't enjoy receiving as much as I like giving.
5. How many one nightstands? If this means having sex, none.
6. Ever banged your friend's significant other? No.
7. Ever cheated? No.
8. How often do you masturbate? Less than I used to, once a week.
9. What do you masturbate to? Leg Show magazine and internet porn.
10. Most forbidden person you wanted to bang? A secretary at a previous employer.
11. Ever had a gay/lesbian experience? No.
12. Like the taste of pussy? Very much so.
13. Like the taste of cum? Not bad.
14. Use toys? Occasionally.
15. Ever masturbated at work? No.
16. Craziest place you've had sex? We're not to crazy.
17. Like anal? Haven't had anyone give it to me yet.
18. Foot fetish? OMG YES!!
19. Weirdest thing you have masturbated with? Cantelope.
20. Met anyone off Craig's List and had sex the first night? No.
21. How many porn's do you have? Just some clips on the computer, and about 5 yrs worth of Leg Show magazine.
22. Faked an orgasm? No, I'm a guy, it's pretty hard to fake.
23. Favorite position? Each has its own merrits.
24. Ever paid for sex? No.
25. Ever had sex in a club? No.
26. How many is too many? Beers? For me its about a six-pack.
27. Ever had group sex? Not yet.
28. Ever had cyber sex? Yes.
29. Phone sex? Yes, many, many times.
30. Dirtiest Fantasy? Similar to the experience I describe in another post.
31. Ever taped yourself? No.
32. Taken dirty pictures? A few of myself.
33. Ever had sex with someone and didn't know his or her name? No
34. Ever had sex with anyone famous? No.
35. Feel like masturbating now? I am!
36. Fucked a co-worker? No.
37. Used someone? No.
38. When it comes to shallow attraction, what body part does it for you the most? Legs and feet.
39. Ever hate fuck somebody? No.
40. Do you enjoy the dirty talk in bed? Yes.
41. Consider fucking someone who writes you as a result of this poll? If they can read all of this and come back for more, sure!
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Hobbies & Interests
In my profile I list several interests and hobbies. I've written some about my interest and activities with crossdressing, and not much about the others. Here's some brief info about the others. Let me know if you want to read more about them.
Homebrewing
I've been homebrewing beer for about the past 6 years. I started out with a simple kit received as a gift. The beer was drinkable, but no where near as good as other homebrews I'd had. After making a case each of the two styles that came with the kit, I figured that I could make better beer if I learned a bit more about it. I started reading up on it. If you are interested, the "bible" is The Complete Joy of Homebrewing by Charles Papazian. I've found it to be extremely helpful. Magazines such as Brew Your Own and Zymurgy are also great references.
Homebrewing is one of those hobbies that has varying levels of involvement, from simple "just add water" kits that make 1 case of beer; to custom-building your own equipment, growing your own hops, etc. that make kegs of beer. I'm still on the low-end of the scale. I buy kits that include pre-measured grain, malt extract, and hops that makes two cases of beer for $35-$40. It takes an afternoon to brew, a week or two of fermentation, and then an afternoon to bottle. In a couple of weeks, its ready to drink. I've brewed mostly porters and Marzens. I brought a bottle of the last batch to the folks at the homebrew store for evaluation, and they said that it was pretty good.
Science Fiction
Homebrewing
I've been homebrewing beer for about the past 6 years. I started out with a simple kit received as a gift. The beer was drinkable, but no where near as good as other homebrews I'd had. After making a case each of the two styles that came with the kit, I figured that I could make better beer if I learned a bit more about it. I started reading up on it. If you are interested, the "bible" is The Complete Joy of Homebrewing by Charles Papazian. I've found it to be extremely helpful. Magazines such as Brew Your Own and Zymurgy are also great references.
Homebrewing is one of those hobbies that has varying levels of involvement, from simple "just add water" kits that make 1 case of beer; to custom-building your own equipment, growing your own hops, etc. that make kegs of beer. I'm still on the low-end of the scale. I buy kits that include pre-measured grain, malt extract, and hops that makes two cases of beer for $35-$40. It takes an afternoon to brew, a week or two of fermentation, and then an afternoon to bottle. In a couple of weeks, its ready to drink. I've brewed mostly porters and Marzens. I brought a bottle of the last batch to the folks at the homebrew store for evaluation, and they said that it was pretty good.
Science Fiction
"Damn it, Jim! I'm a doctor, not a bricklayer!" I'm a total SF geek. I started watching Star Trek in the early '70's and still watch it when I get the chance. One of these days I'll get it on DVD. The Next Generation, Enterprise, and Deep Space Nine were watchable and sometimes interesting, but it will always be the original series for me! And, yes, I did have a uniform shirt when I was a kid that I used to wear just about anywhere. I also love watching the Star Wars movies. Some say that its either Star Trek or Star Wars, not me. Its a big universe!
When I was younger I collected Star Trek trading cards, and even when I was older. I stopped a few years ago as it seemed that the trading card companies were simply putting out new sets of the same material. The 'rares' became more rare and costly. I have a lot of Star Trek books from the '70s as well. At the time it just seemed like a way to spend my small allowance. I'm glad I did! Many of them are 1st editions and no longer in print.
I've read a lot of science fiction. Favorite authors include Frank Herbert and Isaac Asimov. Lately I've been reading compilations to try to find some new authors to read. Suggestions are welcome!
Enough for today. More about my other hobbies later.
Monday, October 24, 2005
True and False
"Borrowed" this from Gigi
Copy this entire list into your blog
BOLD everything about you that is true.
Leave plain anything that is false about you.
Put an asterisk (*) at the end of false statements you would LIKE to be true.
I have had sex while wearing a blindfold.
*I have blindfolded someone else during sex.
*I have had sex while watching porn.
*I have had sex while surfing porn on the Internet.
I sleep better after sex.
There are some nights I cannot sleep without sex or masturbating.
The bed is NOT my most favorite place to have sex.
I am turned on knowing someone is watching me masturbate.
*I have masturbated for someone over a web cam.
*I have had sex over a web cam.
I will have sex with someone I just met if they turn me on.
I have been tied up during sex.
*I have had sex with someone who was tied up.
I have dripped wax onto a lover's body.
*I have had a lover drip wax onto my body.
I have a foot fetish.
I have a leather fetish.
I have a tickle fetish.
I like being choked during sex.
I have had sex in a burning building.
I have erotic art on display somewhere in my residence.
I enjoy nudie magazines.
*Erotic toys are a regular part of my budget.
I think PLAYBOY is tame, maybe even boring.
I have clicked on porn links in my email.
I know the difference between girl/girl and lesbian sex in porn.
I have watched more than one gay/lesbian porn video.
Much of what I know about sex comes from porn.
Interracial sex turns me on.
*I think we should do more to understand the cultures of sex.
*I would participate in sex research given the opportunity.
My current lover does not sufficiently meet my sexual needs.
I currently have a "crush" on someone of the same sex.
I have had sex at my place of employment.
I am often disappointed in my sexual relationships.
Some people might describe me as a nymphomaniac.
I am difficult to live with if I'm not having sex on a regular basis.
I sleep better with someone snuggled up next to me.
*I have had sex under water.
*I have had sex in the snow.
I am in a polyamorous relationship.
I have to have music playing while having sex.
I have had more than ten orgasms in one night.
I have flashed strangers.
I have given sex as a gift.
I have set-up a three-way for my lover.
*I stopped during this list to have sex.*
Copy this entire list into your blog
BOLD everything about you that is true.
Leave plain anything that is false about you.
Put an asterisk (*) at the end of false statements you would LIKE to be true.
I have had sex while wearing a blindfold.
*I have blindfolded someone else during sex.
*I have had sex while watching porn.
*I have had sex while surfing porn on the Internet.
I sleep better after sex.
There are some nights I cannot sleep without sex or masturbating.
The bed is NOT my most favorite place to have sex.
I am turned on knowing someone is watching me masturbate.
*I have masturbated for someone over a web cam.
*I have had sex over a web cam.
I will have sex with someone I just met if they turn me on.
I have been tied up during sex.
*I have had sex with someone who was tied up.
I have dripped wax onto a lover's body.
*I have had a lover drip wax onto my body.
I have a foot fetish.
I have a leather fetish.
I have a tickle fetish.
I like being choked during sex.
I have had sex in a burning building.
I have erotic art on display somewhere in my residence.
I enjoy nudie magazines.
*Erotic toys are a regular part of my budget.
I think PLAYBOY is tame, maybe even boring.
I have clicked on porn links in my email.
I know the difference between girl/girl and lesbian sex in porn.
I have watched more than one gay/lesbian porn video.
Much of what I know about sex comes from porn.
Interracial sex turns me on.
*I think we should do more to understand the cultures of sex.
*I would participate in sex research given the opportunity.
My current lover does not sufficiently meet my sexual needs.
I currently have a "crush" on someone of the same sex.
I have had sex at my place of employment.
I am often disappointed in my sexual relationships.
Some people might describe me as a nymphomaniac.
I am difficult to live with if I'm not having sex on a regular basis.
I sleep better with someone snuggled up next to me.
*I have had sex under water.
*I have had sex in the snow.
I am in a polyamorous relationship.
I have to have music playing while having sex.
I have had more than ten orgasms in one night.
I have flashed strangers.
I have given sex as a gift.
I have set-up a three-way for my lover.
*I stopped during this list to have sex.*
Friday, October 14, 2005
More Info About Me
At one of the EZBoards where I'm a member, they ask a lot of 'getting to know you' questions, so I thought I'd post the Q&A's here for your info as well.
Q. What is it about women's clothing that turns you on?
A. There are many things, in no particular order:
1) I have a fetish for hosiery and heels, as well as women's legs and feet.
2) Style - women's clothes are much more stylish than men's, more colors, fabrics, etc. They are more fitted and stretchy.
3) The feel of wearing them, the tactile sensations. Hosiery, stockings and pantyhose, are very sensual garments. The feel of wearing a bra and/or garter belt is also a turn on, as well as heels.
4) I'm not a drag queen, and I don't wear dress, wigs, and make-up. I do wear women's pants, blouses, shoes, and lingerie. When I do wear these clothes in public, one may not always immediately recognize them as women's clothes, and the exciting part is that I am.
5) I wear the clothes not because I am trying to "become" a woman or "pass" as one. It has more to do with how I feel when wearing them. It is hard to explain easily. Sort of like wearing the clothes gives me the feeling of how it would feel to be a woman who's wearing the clothes. Her wearing them turns me on, so me wearing them is also turning me on.
Q. Besides water what drink would you pick if it was the only thing you could have for the rest of your life?
A. BEER!!!
Q. What song do you choose if you wanted to be in a better mood?
A. Almost any song by They Might Be Giants. Or even "She Sells Sanctuary" by The Cult.
Q. If you could go back in time, what year would you go back to? Why?
A. Probably the late 1700's to experience the history of the states.
Q. If you could name a city, what name would you name it?
A. Sheenville
Q. What is the wildest thing you've done in your life? What's the kinkiest thing you've ever experienced?
A. A few years ago I went to a place called The Royal Castle, a place where they have Mistresses to have an experience with. I had always wanted to have the experience of being dominated as I have a very submissive personality. I made an appointment and dressed in some of my favorite girl clothes - black Victoria's Secret pantyhose, bra, and panties, a black waist nipper (like a corset, but not as long), black jeans, a white blouse, and a pair of 4" heels. When I arrived, the secretary berated me and told me to go into the other room as sit down. I did so and waited for what seemed like 15 minutes before someone came in. The room had the typical BSDM stuff - lots of chains, ropes, paddles, tables and chairs that had restraints on them, etc.
The first Mistress came in and explained the rules of the house to me and told me a bit about herself. She said another would come in ad do the same, and then I could pick with whom I wanted to have the session. She had on a red and white striped corset, stockings, and mini skirt. Very attractive but young and petite. The second one then came in. She was at least as tall as me, long black hair, and she was wearing a long knit dress that had a slit all the way up both sides. I picked her. I explained what I was interested in. She had me undress, and as I was taking of the blouse and jeans, she noticed my lingerie. She had me spin around so she could check me out and seemed to be pleased. Then she blindfolded me and lead me to a high table. She had me get on it and tied my hands up above my head. She got on in front of me and put one leg on my shoulder. She was wearing hosiery and she told me to kiss her leg. She put her other foot on my crotch, digging the heel of her shoe into my balls. Then she put the other leg on my other shoulder and had me kiss that leg, squeezing my head between her legs. Then she lead me over to a kneeler (like they have in church) and had me kneel on it with my arms over the front. She tied them down and proceeded to spank me and humiliate me. She used he hands first, then a paddle. I had to beg her to stop as part of the scene. Each time I'd ask her to stop, she hit me harder. When she thought I had enough she stood in front of me and lifted a foot into my face, having me lick and kiss it. She occasionally reached over to paddle me. Then she stood over me with my head between her legs, squeezing them together and telling me to beg for forgiveness. Then she turned around and put her ass in my face, telling me to kiss and lick it. By this time I was sooo horny and ready to cum, I asked if I could do so. She got very angry. More paddles for my ass. She wanted to see me cum without touching myself. I couldn't as my hands were still tied. She got behind me, spread my legs, and used the paddle to softly spank my cock and balls. I had to beg for her to not spank me harder. She berated me and said she would stop when I came. It took a lot of effort, but I eventually did cum. I was exhausted from the effort and the begging. She untied my hands and watched me clean up. I asked if I could use the bathroom, and she lead me, still in my lingerie, out into the lobby past the secretary and the other Mistresses to the bathroom. They were all whistling and making comments about me. I came out and then got dressed. When I left the place, the secretary left with me and we chatted a bit in the elevator. Now she was a pleasant person just wanting to leave work and get to the bars.
Q. When you were a teenager, would you say you were more into sex or more into music?
A. Music, unless you count masturbation as sex, then it was masturbation.
Q. Who is your favorite author?
A. Frank Herbert
Q. Your favorite movie?
A. Star Wars
Q. Favorite sexual position?
A. Only one?! On the bottom - as Kramer says "Let her do all the work."
Q. What's something you find yourself saying a lot?
A. "Rats!"
Q. What was your last thought?
A. Sex
Q. When is your bedtime?
A. Usually 10PM
Q. When was the last time you laughed? What was it that you laughed at?
A. Today at a meeting, just trying to be polite by laughing at a joke that wasn't really funny.
Q. What color is your bedroom carpet?
A. Hardwood floors.
Q. How many fingers am I holding up?
A. Umm, three, and I can't read between the lines!
Q. What did you purchase last time you went to the grocery store?
A. Bottled water, 5 gallons for brewing beer.
Q. What scents stimulate your sexual urges?
A. Vanilla!!!
Q. Describe your hobby and what inspires you to do it?
A. Homebrewing. I like to make stuff (baking is another hobby), I like to drink beer, and I like to see if I can make something good.
Q. You're going to apply for a job as a female impersonator, which female celebrity do you go as?
A. Lilith from Cheers.
Q. Which band or solo performer is your fave and why?
A. The Talking Heads, very original music & lyrics, and it gets me going.
Q. What question would you like to be asked? AND what is your answer to that question?
A. Can we give you suggestions to make your blog better? Yes, please do!
Q. Of all the 7 deadly sins: Gluttony, Sloth, Envy, Greed, Pride, Wrath and Lust -- which are you most guilty of?
A. Lust, I'm a total horn dog and an orgasm is the ultimate high.
Q. What was the last thing you put into your mouth?
A. A mint after eating lunch.
Q. What are your 7 favorite sexual positions??
A. 7?!?!? I'm not sure I've gotten to seven different ones. My SO doesn't like to experiment, so its usually me on top or her on top.
Q. If you could have a lifetime supply of something...what would it be?
A. Really good microbrewy beer, preferably a porter.
Q. What is it about women's clothing that turns you on?
A. There are many things, in no particular order:
1) I have a fetish for hosiery and heels, as well as women's legs and feet.
2) Style - women's clothes are much more stylish than men's, more colors, fabrics, etc. They are more fitted and stretchy.
3) The feel of wearing them, the tactile sensations. Hosiery, stockings and pantyhose, are very sensual garments. The feel of wearing a bra and/or garter belt is also a turn on, as well as heels.
4) I'm not a drag queen, and I don't wear dress, wigs, and make-up. I do wear women's pants, blouses, shoes, and lingerie. When I do wear these clothes in public, one may not always immediately recognize them as women's clothes, and the exciting part is that I am.
5) I wear the clothes not because I am trying to "become" a woman or "pass" as one. It has more to do with how I feel when wearing them. It is hard to explain easily. Sort of like wearing the clothes gives me the feeling of how it would feel to be a woman who's wearing the clothes. Her wearing them turns me on, so me wearing them is also turning me on.
Q. Besides water what drink would you pick if it was the only thing you could have for the rest of your life?
A. BEER!!!
Q. What song do you choose if you wanted to be in a better mood?
A. Almost any song by They Might Be Giants. Or even "She Sells Sanctuary" by The Cult.
Q. If you could go back in time, what year would you go back to? Why?
A. Probably the late 1700's to experience the history of the states.
Q. If you could name a city, what name would you name it?
A. Sheenville
Q. What is the wildest thing you've done in your life? What's the kinkiest thing you've ever experienced?
A. A few years ago I went to a place called The Royal Castle, a place where they have Mistresses to have an experience with. I had always wanted to have the experience of being dominated as I have a very submissive personality. I made an appointment and dressed in some of my favorite girl clothes - black Victoria's Secret pantyhose, bra, and panties, a black waist nipper (like a corset, but not as long), black jeans, a white blouse, and a pair of 4" heels. When I arrived, the secretary berated me and told me to go into the other room as sit down. I did so and waited for what seemed like 15 minutes before someone came in. The room had the typical BSDM stuff - lots of chains, ropes, paddles, tables and chairs that had restraints on them, etc.
The first Mistress came in and explained the rules of the house to me and told me a bit about herself. She said another would come in ad do the same, and then I could pick with whom I wanted to have the session. She had on a red and white striped corset, stockings, and mini skirt. Very attractive but young and petite. The second one then came in. She was at least as tall as me, long black hair, and she was wearing a long knit dress that had a slit all the way up both sides. I picked her. I explained what I was interested in. She had me undress, and as I was taking of the blouse and jeans, she noticed my lingerie. She had me spin around so she could check me out and seemed to be pleased. Then she blindfolded me and lead me to a high table. She had me get on it and tied my hands up above my head. She got on in front of me and put one leg on my shoulder. She was wearing hosiery and she told me to kiss her leg. She put her other foot on my crotch, digging the heel of her shoe into my balls. Then she put the other leg on my other shoulder and had me kiss that leg, squeezing my head between her legs. Then she lead me over to a kneeler (like they have in church) and had me kneel on it with my arms over the front. She tied them down and proceeded to spank me and humiliate me. She used he hands first, then a paddle. I had to beg her to stop as part of the scene. Each time I'd ask her to stop, she hit me harder. When she thought I had enough she stood in front of me and lifted a foot into my face, having me lick and kiss it. She occasionally reached over to paddle me. Then she stood over me with my head between her legs, squeezing them together and telling me to beg for forgiveness. Then she turned around and put her ass in my face, telling me to kiss and lick it. By this time I was sooo horny and ready to cum, I asked if I could do so. She got very angry. More paddles for my ass. She wanted to see me cum without touching myself. I couldn't as my hands were still tied. She got behind me, spread my legs, and used the paddle to softly spank my cock and balls. I had to beg for her to not spank me harder. She berated me and said she would stop when I came. It took a lot of effort, but I eventually did cum. I was exhausted from the effort and the begging. She untied my hands and watched me clean up. I asked if I could use the bathroom, and she lead me, still in my lingerie, out into the lobby past the secretary and the other Mistresses to the bathroom. They were all whistling and making comments about me. I came out and then got dressed. When I left the place, the secretary left with me and we chatted a bit in the elevator. Now she was a pleasant person just wanting to leave work and get to the bars.
Q. When you were a teenager, would you say you were more into sex or more into music?
A. Music, unless you count masturbation as sex, then it was masturbation.
Q. Who is your favorite author?
A. Frank Herbert
Q. Your favorite movie?
A. Star Wars
Q. Favorite sexual position?
A. Only one?! On the bottom - as Kramer says "Let her do all the work."
Q. What's something you find yourself saying a lot?
A. "Rats!"
Q. What was your last thought?
A. Sex
Q. When is your bedtime?
A. Usually 10PM
Q. When was the last time you laughed? What was it that you laughed at?
A. Today at a meeting, just trying to be polite by laughing at a joke that wasn't really funny.
Q. What color is your bedroom carpet?
A. Hardwood floors.
Q. How many fingers am I holding up?
A. Umm, three, and I can't read between the lines!
Q. What did you purchase last time you went to the grocery store?
A. Bottled water, 5 gallons for brewing beer.
Q. What scents stimulate your sexual urges?
A. Vanilla!!!
Q. Describe your hobby and what inspires you to do it?
A. Homebrewing. I like to make stuff (baking is another hobby), I like to drink beer, and I like to see if I can make something good.
Q. You're going to apply for a job as a female impersonator, which female celebrity do you go as?
A. Lilith from Cheers.
Q. Which band or solo performer is your fave and why?
A. The Talking Heads, very original music & lyrics, and it gets me going.
Q. What question would you like to be asked? AND what is your answer to that question?
A. Can we give you suggestions to make your blog better? Yes, please do!
Q. Of all the 7 deadly sins: Gluttony, Sloth, Envy, Greed, Pride, Wrath and Lust -- which are you most guilty of?
A. Lust, I'm a total horn dog and an orgasm is the ultimate high.
Q. What was the last thing you put into your mouth?
A. A mint after eating lunch.
Q. What are your 7 favorite sexual positions??
A. 7?!?!? I'm not sure I've gotten to seven different ones. My SO doesn't like to experiment, so its usually me on top or her on top.
Q. If you could have a lifetime supply of something...what would it be?
A. Really good microbrewy beer, preferably a porter.
Friday, October 07, 2005
More on Copenhagen, Denmark
Now that I've been back for a week, it almost seems like a lifetime ago that I was there. Not that my body realizes it. Jet lag sucks. I couldn't sleep when I was there, and now I'm finding that I'm falling asleep on the couch at 8PM instead of 10PM. Anyway, I really did have a great time there, and wish I had more time.
Highlights of the trip included going to the Carlsberg Brewery. One of the best brewery tours I've ever taken. Instead of touring the modern factory, they take you through the old factory in a multi-media experience. The tasting bar was great, but limited to two samples. Now I will have to find some Carlsberg around here to see if it tastes the same. Maybe the only better brewery tour was at the Yuengling brewery. I also ate & drank at a brewpub called BrewPub in the city. Great beer!
I did do the Hop-On-Hop-Off bus tour. A tourist thing to do, and the best way to see the city easily and get a history lesson. The Rosenborg Castle was also a winner. I almost missed out on Tivoli. At first I didn't think it would be interesting to see as it is an amusement park. However, after dinner on Sunday we went there as it was the last day it was open until Christmas. I'm glad I did go. Lots of people and a neat place to see. A band called Kashmir had a concert. Great music, similar to Coldplay. The disk is on its way from Amazon.com.
I didn't go to the Royal Copenhagen Porcelain Factory, but went to the store instead and bought a few Christmas gifts. In the same area is the Erotic Museum (as pictured below). Didn't go in as I think I've seen more erotica than could fit in any museum. One place I wish I would have had time to go to was the Viking museum.
The weather was great - warmer than usual. And of course the women were tall, blond, and all beautiful. I think part of this is due to the fact that a lot of people ride bikes to get around. The infrastructure is set up to make this possible, so much better than the states.
Highlights of the trip included going to the Carlsberg Brewery. One of the best brewery tours I've ever taken. Instead of touring the modern factory, they take you through the old factory in a multi-media experience. The tasting bar was great, but limited to two samples. Now I will have to find some Carlsberg around here to see if it tastes the same. Maybe the only better brewery tour was at the Yuengling brewery. I also ate & drank at a brewpub called BrewPub in the city. Great beer!
I did do the Hop-On-Hop-Off bus tour. A tourist thing to do, and the best way to see the city easily and get a history lesson. The Rosenborg Castle was also a winner. I almost missed out on Tivoli. At first I didn't think it would be interesting to see as it is an amusement park. However, after dinner on Sunday we went there as it was the last day it was open until Christmas. I'm glad I did go. Lots of people and a neat place to see. A band called Kashmir had a concert. Great music, similar to Coldplay. The disk is on its way from Amazon.com.
I didn't go to the Royal Copenhagen Porcelain Factory, but went to the store instead and bought a few Christmas gifts. In the same area is the Erotic Museum (as pictured below). Didn't go in as I think I've seen more erotica than could fit in any museum. One place I wish I would have had time to go to was the Viking museum.
The weather was great - warmer than usual. And of course the women were tall, blond, and all beautiful. I think part of this is due to the fact that a lot of people ride bikes to get around. The infrastructure is set up to make this possible, so much better than the states.
Monday, September 26, 2005
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
In Need of Shoes
Male shoes this time. I wanted to get a pair of brown Doc Marten's. They are now made in China. I have two other pairs back when they were made in England, one black and one brown steel-toes for work. I love wearing them - very comfortable. Now that they're made in China, is the quality the same? Are they still as cool as they once were? Am I fretting over nothing? I looked at the websites of other British shoes, TUK and Tredair. They are similar in looks, but not quite the style for which I'm looking. Why does everything have to be outsourced to China?
Any suggestions?
Any suggestions?
Friday, September 16, 2005
Any other Mac users?
Are there any Mac users out there? I have an 800 MHz eMac with a SuperDrive currently running 10.2.4. I'm planning on upgrading to 10.4 soon. Just wondering what method of upgrading you used and how it went. I know I need to back everything up before the upgrade. The one concern I have is making sure all the files I need get moved over: e-mail, Safari bookmarks, iPhoto photos, iTunes music, and other 3rd party program preferences (I just can't loose my High Score in Pinball!). Any advice is appreciated!
And if anyone wants to send me an iPod Nano, I'd be thrilled!
And if anyone wants to send me an iPod Nano, I'd be thrilled!
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Going to Denmark Next Week
Has anyone been to Copenhagen? I'm going there for a week late next week for business. I'll have a couple days to go sightseeing and I'm looking for some things to do. A few things that could be on the list:
1. Take the bus tour of the city. This is the typical tourist thing to do, and I see it as the best way to see everything easily.
2. Go to the Carlsberg brewery. I'm a beer enthusiast. Free tour, two free samples. There's at least on brewpub that I found on the net, Nørrebro Bryghus.
3. Maybe take the tour of one of the royal castles, Rosenborg Slot (Rosenborg Castle) or the Amalienborg Slot (Amalienborg Castle). Castles are cool places.
4. Not sure about the Tivoli Gardens. Its an amusement park and botanical garden.
5. Maybe a tour of the Royal Copenhagen Porcelain Factory.
Any suggestions on souvenirs? If I go to the porcelain factory I could probably find some good stuff to ship home, but they have stores here in the states. Legos are from Denmark, maybe there will be something unique there that's not available here. Postcards are a given (give me your address and I'll try to send you one). I haven't found much else that isindigenouss.
1. Take the bus tour of the city. This is the typical tourist thing to do, and I see it as the best way to see everything easily.
2. Go to the Carlsberg brewery. I'm a beer enthusiast. Free tour, two free samples. There's at least on brewpub that I found on the net, Nørrebro Bryghus.
3. Maybe take the tour of one of the royal castles, Rosenborg Slot (Rosenborg Castle) or the Amalienborg Slot (Amalienborg Castle). Castles are cool places.
4. Not sure about the Tivoli Gardens. Its an amusement park and botanical garden.
5. Maybe a tour of the Royal Copenhagen Porcelain Factory.
Any suggestions on souvenirs? If I go to the porcelain factory I could probably find some good stuff to ship home, but they have stores here in the states. Legos are from Denmark, maybe there will be something unique there that's not available here. Postcards are a given (give me your address and I'll try to send you one). I haven't found much else that isindigenouss.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Childhood Memories
I was visiting my parents house over the Labor Day weekend and I thought I'd share some memories of my childhood. They don't have anything to do with crossdressing, at least at a conscious level.
My bedroom at my parent's house (is it still mine? I haven't lived there since college) is on the second floor. A few miles away is a highway. Its too far away to hear traffic noise during the day. I can hear it at night. It is not so loud as to keep me awake. The crickets drown it out if there are a lot of them. It is sort of as a white noise with definite truck engine sounds. Every time I'm home I open my window at night to listen. It brings back the feeling of childhood in an abstract way. You're thinking "Highway traffic sounds bring back childhood memories? I can't stand traffic noise!" Well, its one of those contextual things. Taken out of context, it probably doesn't make any sense. If you were in my room, laying in bed, drapes open, moonlight shining in, it does.
And that is another childhood memory - looking at the moon. I was (and still am) an astronomy geek. We had a reflector telescope and my dad's binoculars to look at the night sky. My bedroom window is a great place to look at the moon. The window sill is high enough that I could prop my elbows on it to steady the binoculars, as well as the telescope on its tripod. We did a lot of observing. (I know you are thinking that we also looked at the neighboors, but there were no houses behind our.) The details we were able to see on the moon were incredible! One of these days I'll have to get a new telescope and find a place nearby to use it.
My bedroom at my parent's house (is it still mine? I haven't lived there since college) is on the second floor. A few miles away is a highway. Its too far away to hear traffic noise during the day. I can hear it at night. It is not so loud as to keep me awake. The crickets drown it out if there are a lot of them. It is sort of as a white noise with definite truck engine sounds. Every time I'm home I open my window at night to listen. It brings back the feeling of childhood in an abstract way. You're thinking "Highway traffic sounds bring back childhood memories? I can't stand traffic noise!" Well, its one of those contextual things. Taken out of context, it probably doesn't make any sense. If you were in my room, laying in bed, drapes open, moonlight shining in, it does.
And that is another childhood memory - looking at the moon. I was (and still am) an astronomy geek. We had a reflector telescope and my dad's binoculars to look at the night sky. My bedroom window is a great place to look at the moon. The window sill is high enough that I could prop my elbows on it to steady the binoculars, as well as the telescope on its tripod. We did a lot of observing. (I know you are thinking that we also looked at the neighboors, but there were no houses behind our.) The details we were able to see on the moon were incredible! One of these days I'll have to get a new telescope and find a place nearby to use it.