Discord, Reddit, and Chatropolis

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I recently signed-up for an account at Discord.  Anyone else go there?  I'm just starting to get a feel for the site.  It is made up of many different servers or sites, and each server or site is pretty much whatever the moderators want it to be. I found a few seedier ones that align with my interests, and am still looking for others.  Let me know if you're there and we can connect, and if you have any suggested servers for me to check out.

I've been on Chatropolis for some time now.  I'm not there regularly, but it is a good place to hang out and share photos.

Reddit is another place that I'm at.  Let me know if you're there too.

New interest in the last few weeks that also piques my crossdressing interest: the fashion of Asian Women's Golf:

Not only do I lust after them, I want to dress like them. I'm putty when I look at them!

Tumblr?

As many of you know, Tumblr clamped down on pornography in December.  Tumblr for me has now become a good source of softporn and clothing fetishes - swimsuits, lingerie, socks, feet, heels.  One of these days I'll have to sort through all of the accounts that I follow that have stopped posting.

Since then I've signed up for MeWe.com and Sharesome.com.  Neither really seems to be a great substitute.

One new thing that I've started to fetishize is women's golfing, especially Korean and Japanese women's outfits.  For some reason I just can't seem to get enough of them!  And the crossdresser in me really, really, really, wants to get a few of those outfits!  I have many other photos on my Pintrest account.

Nothing new, just posting to keep the blog alive.

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Upcuming Travel

It looks like I'll have two business trips later this fall, a week in mid-September and a week at the end of October.  My mind is racing just thinking about the time I'll have to myself after work.

Since the trips are within driving distance, I'll be able to go shopping on my ways to the hotels: new heels, new panties, a bra, some stockings or pantyhose.  Maybe some outerwear.  Short-shorts if I can find them that late in the season, maybe a bikini or one-piece swim suit. That time of year will be good for running, so maybe a pair of women's running shorts and a running top.  The second trip is over Halloween, so that will be a perfect opportunity to go out crossdressed - just need to get the costume right.  Any suggestions??

Activities planned:

• I'll renew my Chatropolis membership so I can have unrestricted access to the chat rooms.  I probably spend way too much time there when I do have the time.  It's interface is old, but its always active.
• Dress up and go out for coffee at a Starbucks or other coffee shop.  I love it when folks figure out  that I'm wearing women's clothes.
• Shopping for clothes and a trip to an adult bookstore (if I can find one) for some toys.

The thing I like about Chatropolis is chatting with others that have the same or similar interests that I have, and sharing the image postings.  It would be neat if I had friends on any of the boards.  Occasionally I'll chat with someone that I've chatted with before, but that's hit or miss.  What would be even cooler is meeting up with others.  Not for intimate activities between us, but to be in the same room while being on the boards to share the experience.

Being dressed-up in a hotel room brings along with it a whole host of fantasies, centered mainly around 'getting caught' by a dominant female, be that a maid, room service waitress, or other hotel guest.  They would catch me all dressed up, be disgusted at my behavior, and then proceed to humiliate and dominate me.

UPDATE 9/8/17: Both trips were cancelled.  Argh!

When I first saw this picture, I passed it by quickly, but something caught my eye and I went back to look at Her in more detail.  Maybe it was Her legs, Her belly, Her pose, the look on Her face, the manicured nails, the blouse and skirt that look too tight or a few sizes too small.  All of it together.  In any case, She has it all to get me going.

The more I contemplate, I think it is that the clothes are too tight/small that makes this a great photo.  A looser blouse that would cover the waistband of the skirt, and a knee-length (or below knee) skirt would change everything.  Her choice of shoes would too - flats would be more plain, and heeled strappy sandals would liven things up (then I'd be focusing on Her toes and arches :)

I'd be on my knees at Her feet in a second in submission.  I'm also wanting to be crossdressed in front of Her.  I imagine that I'd be wearing tan stockings, a white garter belt, white satin string panties, a white bra, and maybe a white camisole over top.  Heels too.

Oh man, it's been almost a year since my last blog post.  Argh!  A look through my Blogger Reading List shows that many of the blogs that I followed have also been silent for many months.  I guess Blogger is not the hot spot of the Internet any more.  I spend most of my internet time at Pintrest, Tumblr, or Chatropolis.

I wish I could tell you of grand crossdressing adventures - I wish I had the time for grand crossdressing adventures.  I haven't traveled in the last year, nor have I had time to go shopping for clothes.  I really wish I did have time to shop.  Now that spring is here, I really would like to go shopping for some new things, and then wear them out somewhere.

i recently came across this photo on Her website:

Now this photo has many things that i love:

• Strappy sandals to show off Her feet and toes. my imagination is running wild looking at Her feet.  i'll not bore you with those details just now.
• A nice high slit in Her skirt to show off Her legs and draw my attention up, up, and up, and up...
• A bare tummy.  i just love a cute tummy.  i haven't seen a woman's tummy that i didn't like.
• No bra.

So i'd like to ask this to the female readers of my blog that go braless: do you mind when men's (and i'm sure women's) eyes linger on those unbound breasts? i mean, i'd look at Her breasts even if She were wearing a bra, but the fact that She's not makes me want to look even more.  Especially in the one picture on Her blog where there's a hint of underboob.

The weather over last couple of days has finally matched the calendar - instead of the cold and rainy 50's it has warmed to the 80's.  Which of course means that my thoughts turn to wishing that I had the time to do some crossdressing outside and a place to do it.

One of the things that I loved to do when I was traveling to Florida for work a few years ago was to go running in women's running clothes.  This wasn't a very overt crossdressing activity as no one really pays much attention to runners (unless it's at a race).  Wearing the clothes felt good - I like the way they fit and that they were women's clothes.  I wore sports bras under a tank tops which felt wonderful.  Women's running shorts fit better than men's, and I like the shorter inseam. They looked good - women's running clothes are so much more exciting than men's boring and drab colors.

The need for some "me" time...

... but what I really mean is the need for some crossdressing time.  I wish I had a weekend, or better yet a whole week, to indulge.  It would be fun to spend that time in Las Vegas.  I think that would be the place where no one would blink an eye at the site of a crossdresser.  I could freely spend time shopping for panties, bras, maybe a girdle, stockings, and all sort of women's clothes (shoes, tops, shorts, pants, swimwear).  And I could wear them in places other than my hotel room, and not just in an androgynous kind of way or in the dark of night.  (I could bring my women's running clothes and run outside during the day!)  I'm sure there's a crossdressing service there that could give me a decent make-over - I've always wondered what I would look like if I wore make-up and a wig done correctly.  I imagine I'd look something like this.  It would be fun to get all dressed up and hang out with other CD/TG/TS's (I used to go to a support group, but I was never in full CD mode).  

Of course, something like this might be fun too!  Which leads me to think about the fun i could have if i had a Mistress to serve all the while.  i mean, She could have me try on clothes at the stores to Her satisfaction (or dissatisfaction).  i would only have female clothes in the room, and i would always be dressed as a female.

While we're in the hotel room, i would play the part of a cuckold as i'm only worthy of serving Her.  i would only get to watch Her with Her other lovers, and, maybe if i were lucky She would allow me to clean Her afterwards.  If i dissatisfied Her, She would have me clean them as well.  Later, She would tease me, edge me over and over, maybe use a strap-on on me, and all sorts of plugs.

Daydreaming ....

I found this picture the other day on Pintrest: white short-shorts, hosiery, and heels.  I just love this outfit!  I've worn something similar many times.  Wearing this combination just feels so sensual, and so very exposing.  There's nothing to hide the heels, the hosiery, or the see-throughness of white shorts.

One thing I've learned over the years about myself is that my interest and yearning to crossdress rises and falls with stress levels (but has never gone away, and likewise posting to my blog).  The last flurry of posts and dressing occurred during a high period of stress, and so now that I'm in another extended period of high stress, my wanting to crossdress is coming back with the faucet full open.

Unfortunately, I don't have any business trips to go on in the foreseeable future to allow me the time to go shopping and dress up, so I have to do it vicariously through the internet.  Spending any free moment on Pintrest or Tumblr has been a way to do so.  Let me know if you have a Pintrest account and I'll add you to my secret board.  Anyway, a few pictures from there have really caught my eye.

This one first.  I love her outfit - girdle with suspenders, satin bra, stockings, white pumps.  She's quite the passable and pretty CD.  If I could pull of that look, I would certainly do so - and I'd love to try!!

This one is a bit naughtier!  If you only look at her face, you're missing it!  The fun of wearing short-shorts and having an "Ooops!" moment (either unintentional or intentional, ok, so it's intentional for me!) is a big turn-on for me.

This one - very much an inspiration - wow!

I'd love get dressed up and then be at Her feet.

 I recently came across this picture on Google+, so I'm just re-posting my entry from there.  And here's a blog just for toe cleavage!! http://toecleavage2.blogspot.com

Wow!  Beautiful heels and feet! I have a fetish for women's feet and shoes, and let me tell you, this picture really does the trick! The shoes are beautiful. The heel is high, and the cut is low enough that is shows some toe cleavage (!!!!!) and Her arch. I can imagine myself sitting on the floor in front of Her, looking at Her feet just as in the picture. I'd want to see more of Her toes, more of Her arch. Her skin is beautiful, and I can only imagine the beauty of Her feet and their scent once Her shoes are removed. I'd be squirming as my arousal continues to heighten. Would She allow me to remove Her shoes? Would She allow me to kiss Her toes and soles? Would She allow me to sniff Her shoes? Would She be so kind as to allow me to lay my face under Her feet and enjoy them? Would She notice my arousal and offer a foot to provide some stimulation and release? Would She allow me to then lick Her feet clean? I'm a pool of submission.

Progress

“Pr0gress to 1oo” is a game app that I recently downloaded on my iPhone.  Since it was a free Starbucks download, I thought it might be something to occupy those little moments while waiting in line or during commercials while watching television.  Little did I know that it could turn into something much more.

The game is seemingly simple: “Interact with your iPhone or iPad in ways that you never thought possible! Get ready to be puzzled and amazed as you prod, shake, and dance your way through 100 playful puzzles!”(Apple iTunes store).

At first the puzzles are just words on the screen with some sound effects.  Later on (not sure which level) a female voice with a British accent talks to you, giving you feedback on how you solve the puzzles.  Me being me – a sucker for women with accents giving positive feedback – I just love Her voice! Her inflection, the way She says “Good boy!” and “Come on!” – I imagine my submissive self obeying Her wish to solve the puzzles and being rewarded for it by Her feedback.  I mean, it really puts me in sub-space.  I just hope there’s more than 100 levels….

This week....

As many of you know, I crossdress mainly when I go on business trips.  I'm very unlikely to see anyone that I know from home or from work, so I'm reasonably safe from getting recognized.  However, I do like to be seen crossdressed.  There's a certain thrill to having someone notice that I'm wearing women's clothes even though I'm not presenting as a woman.  The feel of wearing the clothes when I go out of a walk or to a coffee shop is so very sensual and exciting.

These trips also give me lots of time to pamper myself: bubble baths, scented soaps & shampoos, scented body lotions, maybe even some perfume.  It would be fun to have someone notice these scents.  I pamper myself in buying new women's clothes - there's nothing quite like putting an outfit together at the store(s) and then dressing up in them.

I also like to spend time on-line at Tumblr and Flickr; and chatting at Chatropolis or on Yahoo messenger.  The frustrating part of these activities is that interaction between myself and others is hit or miss.  It takes a while to find someone to chat with on Chatropolis that has my same interests and is interesting to chat with. Do you know of a good chat room or PSO? Please let me know.

I had an interesting and fun activity on my last trip.  I was on my cell phone with a PSO and we decided to go on a bit of an adventure in the hotel.  I was wearing a pair of women's pants, a blouse, heels, and underneath panties, bra, and stockings.  We spoke as I left my room and took the elevator to the lobby, describing to her what and who I saw.  When I got to the front desk she told me what to do and say.  She had me ask for change for a $20 bill and then tuck the change into my bra. I did so and responded 'Yes, Ma'am' when she asked me if I did.  She wanted me to ask the woman at the desk if she liked my outfit, but I chickened out - the girl at the desk didn't look like the type that would play along. As punishment she told me to walk away from the front of the desk so the clerk could see all of me and walk around until the clerk did notice the heels. It didn't take long as the lobby had marble floors and my heels made the identifying 'click, click' as I walked.  I wish there were others in the lobby, but it was kind of late at night.  

It was such a rush to be talking to someone while crossdressed! Very liberating and exciting. She was really good at prodding me on, disciplining me, and arousing me. I do plan on talking to her again on my December trip, maybe even venturing out from the hotel to a bar or coffee shop.

Another Trip in November or December

I should be going on a business trip either in early November or early December for a week, Sunday through Friday.  I'm really looking forward to five nights in a hotel room.  Five nights of crossdressing.  Five nights of pampering myself with scented baths and body lotions.  Five nights of me time.  I'm already starting to plan wardrobe and my shopping trip along the way for some new things.  Depending on the date the trip will be, I would be going to two different cities, and I think I'll be able to go on some crossdressing adventures outside of the hotel room.  More on all of this later.

Ahhh, this is better.  I'm in my hotel room wearing a new bra, panties, thigh-highs, and heels!!  So very liberating, sensual, sexual, thrilling, relaxing - just amazing!!

Traveling in a few weeks

Yeah! In a few weeks I get to spend three nights in a hotel room for a work trip.  My mind is already plotting and planning what to do in my free time.  The bad part of the trip is that it is near corporate headquarters, so there will be others from the company in the hotel and nearby bars and restaurants, so no going out to have fun.

1. As my last post indicated, I'm really getting into (pun intended) women's bathing suits.  There's a couple shopping malls on the drive to the hotel, so I'll see what's left on the racks.  Hopefully somethings are still there (and on sale!).  Some panties, a bra, stockings and/or thigh-high socks too!
2. There's an adult store not too far away either.  Need to pick up a prostate massager, some lube, and maybe a masturbation sleeve.
3. Maybe an adult DVD, but with so much adult entertainment on the internet, I'm not really sure if this is nessary anymore.  It'd be more of something to play on my laptop in the background.
4. I really should spend some time cleaning up the links on this blog.  Many are dead ends, some I haven't visited in a long time.