i recently came across this photo on Her website:

Now this photo has many things that i love:

• Strappy sandals to show off Her feet and toes. my imagination is running wild looking at Her feet.  i'll not bore you with those details just now.
• A nice high slit in Her skirt to show off Her legs and draw my attention up, up, and up, and up...
• A bare tummy.  i just love a cute tummy.  i haven't seen a woman's tummy that i didn't like.
• No bra.

So i'd like to ask this to the female readers of my blog that go braless: do you mind when men's (and i'm sure women's) eyes linger on those unbound breasts? i mean, i'd look at Her breasts even if She were wearing a bra, but the fact that She's not makes me want to look even more.  Especially in the one picture on Her blog where there's a hint of underboob.

The weather over last couple of days has finally matched the calendar - instead of the cold and rainy 50's it has warmed to the 80's.  Which of course means that my thoughts turn to wishing that I had the time to do some crossdressing outside and a place to do it.

One of the things that I loved to do when I was traveling to Florida for work a few years ago was to go running in women's running clothes.  This wasn't a very overt crossdressing activity as no one really pays much attention to runners (unless it's at a race).  Wearing the clothes felt good - I like the way they fit and that they were women's clothes.  I wore sports bras under a tank tops which felt wonderful.  Women's running shorts fit better than men's, and I like the shorter inseam. They looked good - women's running clothes are so much more exciting than men's boring and drab colors.

The need for some "me" time...

... but what I really mean is the need for some crossdressing time.  I wish I had a weekend, or better yet a whole week, to indulge.  It would be fun to spend that time in Las Vegas.  I think that would be the place where no one would blink an eye at the site of a crossdresser.  I could freely spend time shopping for panties, bras, maybe a girdle, stockings, and all sort of women's clothes (shoes, tops, shorts, pants, swimwear).  And I could wear them in places other than my hotel room, and not just in an androgynous kind of way or in the dark of night.  (I could bring my women's running clothes and run outside during the day!)  I'm sure there's a crossdressing service there that could give me a decent make-over - I've always wondered what I would look like if I wore make-up and a wig done correctly.  I imagine I'd look something like this.  It would be fun to get all dressed up and hang out with other CD/TG/TS's (I used to go to a support group, but I was never in full CD mode).  

Of course, something like this might be fun too!  Which leads me to think about the fun i could have if i had a Mistress to serve all the while.  i mean, She could have me try on clothes at the stores to Her satisfaction (or dissatisfaction).  i would only have female clothes in the room, and i would always be dressed as a female.

While we're in the hotel room, i would play the part of a cuckold as i'm only worthy of serving Her.  i would only get to watch Her with Her other lovers, and, maybe if i were lucky She would allow me to clean Her afterwards.  If i dissatisfied Her, She would have me clean them as well.  Later, She would tease me, edge me over and over, maybe use a strap-on on me, and all sorts of plugs.

Daydreaming ....

I found this picture the other day on Pintrest: white short-shorts, hosiery, and heels.  I just love this outfit!  I've worn something similar many times.  Wearing this combination just feels so sensual, and so very exposing.  There's nothing to hide the heels, the hosiery, or the see-throughness of white shorts.

One thing I've learned over the years about myself is that my interest and yearning to crossdress rises and falls with stress levels (but has never gone away, and likewise posting to my blog).  The last flurry of posts and dressing occurred during a high period of stress, and so now that I'm in another extended period of high stress, my wanting to crossdress is coming back with the faucet full open.

Unfortunately, I don't have any business trips to go on in the foreseeable future to allow me the time to go shopping and dress up, so I have to do it vicariously through the internet.  Spending any free moment on Pintrest or Tumblr has been a way to do so.  Let me know if you have a Pintrest account and I'll add you to my secret board.  Anyway, a few pictures from there have really caught my eye.

This one first.  I love her outfit - girdle with suspenders, satin bra, stockings, white pumps.  She's quite the passable and pretty CD.  If I could pull of that look, I would certainly do so - and I'd love to try!!

This one is a bit naughtier!  If you only look at her face, you're missing it!  The fun of wearing short-shorts and having an "Ooops!" moment (either unintentional or intentional, ok, so it's intentional for me!) is a big turn-on for me.

This one - very much an inspiration - wow!

I'd love get dressed up and then be at Her feet.

 I recently came across this picture on Google+, so I'm just re-posting my entry from there.  And here's a blog just for toe cleavage!! http://toecleavage2.blogspot.com

Wow!  Beautiful heels and feet! I have a fetish for women's feet and shoes, and let me tell you, this picture really does the trick! The shoes are beautiful. The heel is high, and the cut is low enough that is shows some toe cleavage (!!!!!) and Her arch. I can imagine myself sitting on the floor in front of Her, looking at Her feet just as in the picture. I'd want to see more of Her toes, more of Her arch. Her skin is beautiful, and I can only imagine the beauty of Her feet and their scent once Her shoes are removed. I'd be squirming as my arousal continues to heighten. Would She allow me to remove Her shoes? Would She allow me to kiss Her toes and soles? Would She allow me to sniff Her shoes? Would She be so kind as to allow me to lay my face under Her feet and enjoy them? Would She notice my arousal and offer a foot to provide some stimulation and release? Would She allow me to then lick Her feet clean? I'm a pool of submission.

Progress

“Pr0gress to 1oo” is a game app that I recently downloaded on my iPhone.  Since it was a free Starbucks download, I thought it might be something to occupy those little moments while waiting in line or during commercials while watching television.  Little did I know that it could turn into something much more.

The game is seemingly simple: “Interact with your iPhone or iPad in ways that you never thought possible! Get ready to be puzzled and amazed as you prod, shake, and dance your way through 100 playful puzzles!”(Apple iTunes store).

At first the puzzles are just words on the screen with some sound effects.  Later on (not sure which level) a female voice with a British accent talks to you, giving you feedback on how you solve the puzzles.  Me being me – a sucker for women with accents giving positive feedback – I just love Her voice! Her inflection, the way She says “Good boy!” and “Come on!” – I imagine my submissive self obeying Her wish to solve the puzzles and being rewarded for it by Her feedback.  I mean, it really puts me in sub-space.  I just hope there’s more than 100 levels….

This week....

As many of you know, I crossdress mainly when I go on business trips.  I'm very unlikely to see anyone that I know from home or from work, so I'm reasonably safe from getting recognized.  However, I do like to be seen crossdressed.  There's a certain thrill to having someone notice that I'm wearing women's clothes even though I'm not presenting as a woman.  The feel of wearing the clothes when I go out of a walk or to a coffee shop is so very sensual and exciting.

These trips also give me lots of time to pamper myself: bubble baths, scented soaps & shampoos, scented body lotions, maybe even some perfume.  It would be fun to have someone notice these scents.  I pamper myself in buying new women's clothes - there's nothing quite like putting an outfit together at the store(s) and then dressing up in them.

I also like to spend time on-line at Tumblr and Flickr; and chatting at Chatropolis or on Yahoo messenger.  The frustrating part of these activities is that interaction between myself and others is hit or miss.  It takes a while to find someone to chat with on Chatropolis that has my same interests and is interesting to chat with. Do you know of a good chat room or PSO? Please let me know.

I had an interesting and fun activity on my last trip.  I was on my cell phone with a PSO and we decided to go on a bit of an adventure in the hotel.  I was wearing a pair of women's pants, a blouse, heels, and underneath panties, bra, and stockings.  We spoke as I left my room and took the elevator to the lobby, describing to her what and who I saw.  When I got to the front desk she told me what to do and say.  She had me ask for change for a $20 bill and then tuck the change into my bra. I did so and responded 'Yes, Ma'am' when she asked me if I did.  She wanted me to ask the woman at the desk if she liked my outfit, but I chickened out - the girl at the desk didn't look like the type that would play along. As punishment she told me to walk away from the front of the desk so the clerk could see all of me and walk around until the clerk did notice the heels. It didn't take long as the lobby had marble floors and my heels made the identifying 'click, click' as I walked.  I wish there were others in the lobby, but it was kind of late at night.  

It was such a rush to be talking to someone while crossdressed! Very liberating and exciting. She was really good at prodding me on, disciplining me, and arousing me. I do plan on talking to her again on my December trip, maybe even venturing out from the hotel to a bar or coffee shop.

Another Trip in November or December

I should be going on a business trip either in early November or early December for a week, Sunday through Friday.  I'm really looking forward to five nights in a hotel room.  Five nights of crossdressing.  Five nights of pampering myself with scented baths and body lotions.  Five nights of me time.  I'm already starting to plan wardrobe and my shopping trip along the way for some new things.  Depending on the date the trip will be, I would be going to two different cities, and I think I'll be able to go on some crossdressing adventures outside of the hotel room.  More on all of this later.

Ahhh, this is better.  I'm in my hotel room wearing a new bra, panties, thigh-highs, and heels!!  So very liberating, sensual, sexual, thrilling, relaxing - just amazing!!

Traveling in a few weeks

Yeah! In a few weeks I get to spend three nights in a hotel room for a work trip.  My mind is already plotting and planning what to do in my free time.  The bad part of the trip is that it is near corporate headquarters, so there will be others from the company in the hotel and nearby bars and restaurants, so no going out to have fun.

1. As my last post indicated, I'm really getting into (pun intended) women's bathing suits.  There's a couple shopping malls on the drive to the hotel, so I'll see what's left on the racks.  Hopefully somethings are still there (and on sale!).  Some panties, a bra, stockings and/or thigh-high socks too!
2. There's an adult store not too far away either.  Need to pick up a prostate massager, some lube, and maybe a masturbation sleeve.
3. Maybe an adult DVD, but with so much adult entertainment on the internet, I'm not really sure if this is nessary anymore.  It'd be more of something to play on my laptop in the background.
4. I really should spend some time cleaning up the links on this blog.  Many are dead ends, some I haven't visited in a long time.

Summer Post

Now that we've been in the summer season for quite some time, I can more fully indulge in one of my favorite crossedressing activities: wearing women's swimsuits!  I love wearing them as i like the encasing feeling of the one piece suite and the versatility of the two piece (bikini or tankini).  I like how they feel against my skin.  I don't go to the beach or pool much, so you won't see me laying out in the sun or swimming in a two-piece bikini - I know I don't have the body to pull that off!  I have worn just a plain pair of bottoms (boy-leg style) to the pool to swim laps.  I just usually wear the suits under my clothes to wear them out in public.  As with my usual dressing style, I have some from the plain and androgynous to the frilly and girly.  Usually I'll put on a one-piece and put on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt or polo top over top: khaki shorts and a darker heavier shirt to keep the suit hidden, or a brighter suit under white shorts and a button down shirt to reveal the top to be a bit naughty.  The once-piece suits that I have are similar to these:

 

The two piece suits I have are similar to these:

  

  

Its fun to wear the string-tie bikini under shorts and let the strings hang out over the sides, or wear a button-down shirt with the buttons undone most of the way down to show the swimsuit underneath.

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This being a long weekend I had some 'me' time to do pretty much anything.  So that's what I did.  Saturday morning I  shaved completely in the shower, put on some nice body lotion, and then got dressed for a day out: garter belt, black stockings, black panties, a white bra & camisole, a pair of women's jeans, and a  navy button-down blouse.  This made me feel very feminine, but still outwardly boy-mode.  The several pairs of shoes and a jacket that I'll bring with me will make the difference throughout the day.

On to Starbucks for a morning coffee before shopping.  I slipped on a pair of low-heeled loafers and the jacket before goin in.  The jacket covered up the blouse and any hint of the bra, while the loafers blended in well.  I didn't notice anyone noticing me at first.  I got coffee and sat down.  While reading e-mail on my phone, I started to dangle one of the shoes off of my foot.  It took a while, but soon enough the pair of women at the next table noticed my stockinged foot and looked at me several times. I simply smiled back, enjoying the sensation of their looks.

From there I went to the mall for some shopping.  The Gap, New York & Company, Banana Republic, Express, The Limited, Payless, Macy's and lastly Victoria's Secret.  All of the stores were having some kind of sale, so I just had to spend time looking through the sales.  I tried on clothes at each of the stores, which was especially fun at the women's-only clothes stores.  I'm familiar with the saleswomen and NY&C, so no problems getting a dressing room.  I bought a new blouse.  Express is always fun. The salesgirls are girls - 18-22 year-olds mostly.  While looking through the women's clothes, one asked if I "knew her size" and I said that I'm shopping for me.  She didn't quite know what to say and just stood there saying "um, um, um, okay, okay" so I knew I had a novice. I asked her how these particular jeans fit differently than another style.  She started to explain and I said that maybe trying on a few would help me decide.  She looked a bit embarrassed, so I found my sizes and asked to use the dressing room.  She lead me to them and I picked one near the entrance.  I stripped down to my lingerie and tried them on.  All of them fit fine, but I told her I needed a different size when she asked.  She brought a few pairs to me.  I opened the door slightly to take them from her and 'accidentally' opened it too far, giving her and a customer a glimpse of my lingerie.  I feigned embarassment and thanked her.  I picked two pair to buy.  While at the checkout counter, i made sure to thank her and described how well they fit.

At Payless they had several pairs of women's shoes that fit, and a buy-one get-one sale, so I got two new pairs of heels!  On to Macy's for new hosiery and a few pairs of panties.  Then to Victoria's Secret.  Lots of things caughty my eye, and the shopping bags caught the eye of a salesgirl.  She asked if my wife were in the dressing room, and I said no, I'm here alone. She then asked if I were looking for something to go with the clothes for her, and I told her that these clothes were for me.  I didn't like her personallity so much, so I said I'd just look around myself.  I ended up not buying anything.

Feeling kind of randy, I found a place in the mall to sit down and I changed into one of the pairs of heels that I bought - 2-1/2" black pumps with a square toe and heel.  I then walked around for another 20 minutes or so, catching the eye a few times of women that noticed I was wearing heels.  This made me very excited.

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Thoughts....

I know, its been too long since my not-too-frequent posts.  I really need to renovate this blog - delete the links on the side that don't work and are no longer interesting to me, and add links to sites that are of current interest.  And I need to post more often, if only I had more things to post about.  

Crossdressing is still a huge interest, I just haven't had the time to practice it.  So am I still considered a crossdresser?  I need dedicate some time to rediscover.  

I love looking at the fashion blogs out there - lots of fashionistas posting pictures of their outfits - the stuff crossdressing dreams are made of.  

My Flickr site hasn't seen a new post in ages either.  I am more active on Tumblr.  Its a lot easier to flip through pictures and re-post and comment on the things of fantasy and fetish.  I don't have much original content there.  Same at Google+.

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