All work...

...and no play is making Sheen one very dull boy crossdresser.  So much so, in fact, I'm worried that I'll have my crossdresser's card taken away. Yikes!  I haven't had any time to dress up, go shopping, or even spend some quality "me" time to take care of, ahem, "business".  Its even affecting my ability to get out running.  I went from a high of 40 miles per week pre-marathon to about 8 at the most lately.

I try to read your blogs in the few spare moments I've had.  I learned that Chatroulette had a feature to set if you're camming of an adult nature or care to receive adult cams.  But not much luck or time with exploring that yet.

There's one thing that you might help me with: A few months ago, not sure when or where, I saw a video on-line of a man and woman newscaster. She supposedly had a remote controlled vibrator inserted, and someone off-screen was controlling it.  At first it seemed believeable as she would periodically smile and have suprised looks on her face.  Later in the video it appeared that she had taken her skirt off, and her legs were crossed so nothing could be seen.  Anyone seen it?  Anyone know where I can find it?

Otherwise, I'm doing fine.  I just need some relief!

For the Foot Fetishists

http://observer.com/2001/12/jason-the-orgasmic-foot-masseur-makes-his-customers-toes-sing/

Star Wars in Bikinis!

Call me a horny geek and/or nerd - I don't care!

Post-Marathon Post

Last Sunday was my second marathon.  I ran it about 2 minutes faster than my first.  I felt great the first 20 miles and then I started to slow down.  The downpour at mile 23 did help things once it stopped.  Next marathon? I'm not sure if or when I'll do another.  The time needed to train is just a bit too much at this time.  I could probably focus on improving my half-marathon times - time better spent.

Resting

With the marathon next weekend, this weekend was just for short runs and resting.  So on this hot spring day, my thoughts naturally drifted to ... shopping for some new girl clothes.  I shaved and showered, and shaved my legs, and put on some nice scented body lotion.  I dressed kind of plainly, nothing too femme - khaki women's shorts, a white women's polo shirt, and a pair of women's tennis shoes.  Off to the mall I went.  I went to the usual places and bought some of the usual things - panties at Victoria's Secret, a couple bras and stockings at Macy's, a new top at Express, and some lotion at Bath & Body Works.  I noticed that JC Penny's was having a sale.  I can't say I've shopped there recently, or even that I can remember, so I popped in to browse.  Lots of cute things, and then I entered the swim shop.  I haven't bought a women's bathing suit in a very long time, and they were having a sale, so I bought this and this (the stripped one) ana a pair of boy-short bottoms.  Not sure I'll ever wear these out in public by themselves, but I do plan to wear them out under other clothes, and, if I get a business trip soon, I'll wear them out on the balcony for some sun!

Prostate Massager

A couple weeks ago a bought a new toy, a knock-off of the Aneros prostate massager.  I had not tried one of these before and was curious to see if it lived up to its reputation.  In various femme dom blogs I read that it was good for milking a cock without orgasm, and in other blogs I read that it would produce intense orgasms.  Both of these are good reasons to try it. I also wanted to try something other than just a plain cylindrical dildo or vibrator for some ass play.

After getting naked and aroused by looking at some on-line porn, I lubed-up the aneros and began the insertion while lying on my side.  It went in pretty easily as its not too wide anywhere along its length.  The perineum abutment, the upwards-jutting prong on the front, was just where it was supposed to be, the space between my anus and balls.  It took me some time to figure this thing out. I tugged at it for some in-an-out movement with not much further arousal.  I couldn't really sit on it as there's a curled handle on it, so I was trying to figure out just what to do.  Lying on my back with my knees up, not much better.  I decided to look at some more porn and stroke my cock a bit more just to keep aroused.

Then I decided to get a drink.  Standing up is when it hit me.  The position of standing forced the tip of the aneros forward and into my prostate as well as pushing the perineum abutment up. Wow! That did it! Now I knew that this would soon become my best friend for this job.  I walked around feeling the aneros massage stimulation.  And its a strange kind of stimulation.  I mean, its not like the arousing feeling one gets while stroking one's cock or balls. And while it was stimulating, my cock was in no mood to stay erect.  In fact stroking my cock was helping much at all.

The more I walked around as well as clenching my anus, the more of that kind of pleasure I was feeling.  Soon I felt like I was ready to cum with a flaccid cock.  I had to stop and lay back down to come back down from the edge of orgasm. I looked at some more porn to get my erection back, then I stood back up and walked around to get the prostate stimulated again.  Being an edging fanatic, I must have done this at least a dozen times.  Each time the prostate stimulation went higher and higher. Finally I just went for it and let the aneros do what it was supposed to do.  Cum poured out of my cock as a wave of orgasm shuddered through my body.

The orgasm I had wasn't like an ordinary orgasm from stroking my cock or having vaginal sex.  It really was different.  I can see why these are popular.  If you haven't tried one on yourself or your loved one, I strongly suggest you do try it for whatever purpose.  Now I know why the prostate massage is popular in femme dom and milking scenes.  Its not the traditional way or feeling one gets while stroking a cock.  You could force a guy to cum and there's no way for him to not to.

Now I need to get going and play with it some more!

Annamalice Sissy Self Hypnosis: #1252 - Dungeons e Fetish - The making of a sissy maid

Annamalice Sissy Self Hypnosis: #1252 - Dungeons e Fetish - The making of a sissy maid

I saw this video over at Annamalice's blog.  This would be a dream cum true if it happened to me.

Porn Masturbation: Porn Masturbation

Porn Masturbation: Porn Masturbation: Do women masturbate over porn, or is it just men who have that habit? This gal's so excited over big cocks that she's touching her red sw...

Cityboy2222's favorites on Flickr

Cityboy2222's favorites on Flickr.

Cityboy has an amazing set of favorites on flickr!

Marathon Training

A few weeks ago I started training for my second marathon that will be in June. So far, so good.  Just like last year one of the key obstacles is to avoid getting a cold during training or at the time of the marathon.  I would have performed better last year had I not caught a cold the week before the race.  Fingers crossed.  

I also have one new piece of gear that should help on race day.  During a race of this length runners typically need to carry some form of nourishment, be it gels or other food.  I used a small fanny pack which didn't really work too well.  When the pack was positioned in back it kept wanting to rotate to the front, no matter how tight/loose I made it.  When it was in the front it kept bobbing up and down, much to the dismay of my bladder.  I recently found a nice little band that is more elastic, has space for storing gels on the sides, and a much smaller pouch. I'll test it when my training runs go longer than 12 miles, which is pretty soon.

As I mentioned in my last post, Nike has some really nice women's running clothes.  In my opinion men's running clothes are too long and baggy.  On hot days they really don't do much to keep one cool.  Women's running clothes are form fitting and shorter.  Its tough to combine crossdressing and running.  I mean, unless one has a very feminine figure, it tough to hide a male body in a t-shirt and shorts. And a wig and makeup would certainly not be conducive.

So stealth crossdressing is an alternative - wearing women's running clothes that are androgynous or under men's clothes.  I could probably get away with running a race in these or these shorts, but probably not in these.  Maybe even these tights if another woman didn't show up in them.  Tops are a bit trickier.  This and this might be easy.  This, this and this would not, although they could be worn as a base layer in the winter.  I have worn a similar top to the first during night runs by myself.  And don't get me started on running skirts.  I love the look!  I wish more women would run in them.  However, I do love the look of a nice ass in short-shorts to run behind ;)

Lately I've been running in shorts and leg compression sleeves when the temperatures are above freezing.  These are footless compression socks that run from above the ankle to under the knee.  The compression is good for keeping cramps away and they are usually for wearing after a race.  A lot of folks wear them when running instead of wearing pants or tights.  Mine are just plain black.  They do make them in other colors for women.  These thigh-highs are pretty cool too.

Window Shopping

There's not much more frustrating for a crossdresser than to go shopping and not being able to shop for new girl-clothes.  Yesterday I went shopping at the outlet mall and I was with some family so I couldn't shop for the things I really wanted to shop for.  Each store we went to I looked at and sometimes tried on boring male clothes.  Not that I didn't need some new male clothes, but male clothes are very boring compared to women's clothes. 

Take the Nike Shop as an example.  The men's clothes are mostly black with some red, white, and dark blue. The styles are loose-fitting and mundane.  The women's clothes, on the other hand, are bright and colorful, much more stylish, closer-fitting, and sexy.  With one eye looking at men's black and baggy running shorts, my other eye was checking out the colorful and shorter women's running shorts, and the bright running tops and exercise bras. How I wanted to try some of them on!

Same thing at the other stores we visited - Izod, Adidas, Bass, Jockey.  And all I could do is window shop while walking by the New York & Company, Maidenform, to name a few, as well as all the shoe stores.

On the way home someone wanted to stop by another mall.  We walked by an American Apparel store and my heart sank as I really wanted to go in and browse the women's clothes (I'm always game for a new pair of thigh-high tube socks!).  However, being a closeted CD with the family, I kept myself in check.

Yep, the next time I'm alone on a business trip and have some time to myself, I'm totally going to get my girl on and buy some new clothes! 

Hope to post more!

Hi everyone (or those that haven't completely given up on reading this blog)!  My lack of posting is really bringing this blog to a slow end.  However, I do want to post more.  


I know, as Yoda says, "Do or do not. There is no try." 


Excuses, yes, I have a few.  None of which are relevant to posting here.  I still do visit many blogs in the course of the week.  Perhaps writing instead of surfing porn would do wonders for the blog.


I haven't had much opportunity for crossdressing as much as I'd like.  I do wear panties everyday, tho.  I'd just love to have more time/opportunity to do more than that.  A long weekend away with nothing other to wear than women's clothes and nothing more to do than shopping for more is what I really need.  And lots of sex, too.


I'm back on the marathon training schedule as I'm running another one in June.  That along with an increased work schedule will make posting tricky.  Keep reminding me to do so!

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas to everyone! I hope you have a safe and happy holiday season. I'm hoping to have some play time between the holidays so keep an eye out for me on the web.

Some new clothes

Tenga Egg

Hi everyone! I'm on another trip this week and next with Thanksgiving in between.  Today before I drove across the state I stopped at the local adult store for something to keep me busy.  First, a video, BFF's#3. Its a typical lesbian flick.

The other thing I bought was a Tenga Egg. I bought the Wavy style. I'd seen these before and was always tempted to buy one. I figured I'd give it a try once I reached the hotel, but curiosity got my cat and I had to whip them (my cock and the egg) out while I was driving.  I may have mentioned this before - stroking my cock while driving on the highway. No one seems to notice so I just go about my business.  I opened the egg to find a white silicone blob with a hole in one end and a packet of lube. I thought the hole would be smaller and tighter, so at first I was a little disappointed. I worked up a woody and then slipped it on without lube (too messy in the car).  The silicone is very stretchy and pliable, so I was able to pull it down to the base of my shaft. It fit like a second skin, but it wanted to pull back up to the top unless I kept pulling it down. The silicone kept my cock nice and warm and the egg seemed to amplify my touches. I kept the teasing up for tens of miles and held back from cumming while driving. Pictures and test results while using lube to cum later ;)

Post-marathon Post

So its been 3 weeks since the marathon.  I knew there'd be some time needed for recovery, but, man, I just seem to be in some sort of funk.  About a week prior to the marathon I started what I thought was a cold or some other respiratory bug.  I have asthma and I wasn't breathing as well as I had been before the 'cold'. I usually take a puff of albuterol to open up my lungs prior to running.  Since then I've needed a puff about three times a day, running or not.  That 'cold' has been hanging around since then, and now I think its just allergies.  Hopefully the 3" of snow we received over the weekend will put a stop to that.  My right ankle also seems to be acting up a bit. The area at the top of the ankle seemed to stiffen a bit after the race, and continues to stiffen after every time I've run since then.  Any speed that I had prior to the marathon has also seemed to disappear.  Hopefully this is just part of the recovery process and not something more permanent.

Ball Busting - I'm in love with Her!!

Ball busting lessons - dont try this at home

Marathon & Traveling

Last Sunday I completed my first marathon!  It was tough and I really enjoyed it. My time was a few minutes longer than I predicted, so I'm very happy with my performance. I had a respiratory thing so that hindered me a bit.

Last week I was out of town for two nights, and this week it will be three. Lots of time to be naughty!! The only problem is that a co-worker is in the room next door so I can't be too vocal. And he has the rental car, so no trips to the mall or naughty places.

Interesting stat analysis of my site using Statcounter.com:  There was a user from Greensboro, NC, searching my site for the word "lotion".  No complaints about this. In fact I'm kind of flattered that someone is searching my site for something.  Thanks for stopping by!

Maybe Some Activity This Month

I recently moved back to a place I worked about six years ago.  It seems that everything has changed and nothing has changed.  One thing that I do look forward to is some traveling. Over the next two months I'll have several business trips.  I was on one last week. It was just an overnight trip so I didn't have anything fun planned other that surfing the 'net with the web cam on while wearing a bra and panties.  Which I spent way too much time doing.  The lack of sleep hit me the next several nights - not a good thing with a marathon to run this weekend.

Anyway, the upcoming trips will be with a few co-workers so I'm not sure I'll be able to do much more than spend time in my hotel room after work. I'd hate to run into any of them if I were dressed in drag.  Even a walk around the hotel's lobby will be off limits. I'll have to find some time to shop for some new clothes between trips, and all of my excursions will have to be the 'virtual' kind through my laptop's web cam.

During the last week's trip I logged into my Google+ account to see if anyone wanted to join a Hang Out, but there were problems with my connection and it kept dropping out. So then over to Chatropolis.com. Most of the chat rooms were either full or had almost no activity, but I hung around to watch the pictures being posted.  I also went over to At.com. There seems to be a lot of folks there, and there are some that watch my web cam, but no one really wanted to chat much.  I looked through my list of blogs and I should have posted something, maybe next time.  Then I watched some videos at Fantasti.cc.  By the time I went to bed I felt like I had wasted a lot of time for not much excitement.  I really enjoy getting dressed up and going out.