Thursday, September 16, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010
Thursday, September 02, 2010
Women's Fashion: I do like to see women dress well. It's great to see that many women blog about their personal clothing style as well as others that appreciate women's fashion. The bloggers that I link to have a style that I'd adopt if I crossdressed 24/7, and they're darn cute too!
Feet and legs (women's): One catagory of the things I fetishize and that lead to me crossdressing.
Panties and/or hosiery: The other fetishes that started it all for me. I love to see pictures and read posts about them across the spectrum from fashion to fetish to porn. And I'm always looking for ideas for something new to wear.
Crossdressers: Being a crossdress I do like to see what others are up to. There aren't too many blogs about the day-to-day life of being a CD. Most of the blogs are more about the sexual side of in which I'm also very interested. Although I don't think of myself as a 'passable' crossdresser, I'd love to have the opportunity to have a head-to-toe make-over just to see if there is a possibility. Of course, I'd probably be so sexually excited during the process I'd have to have some relief throughout the day...
Transsexuals: I have mixed thoughts on these blogs and sites. Most sites are not about the day-to-day life of a TV (I'm not sure I've seen any). Conversely, they are mostly pornographic. When I look at the sites, its like looking at a train wreck - you know its going to be gruesome, but you have to look anyway to see how bad it is. So I look at them to see if the models are really passable, or just a train wreck. There are a few TVs that are truly beautiful - very feminine body shape, face, expressions, voice, and they have a nice cock too. Its the others that make me think "Why did I look?!"
Sissies: I'm still figuring this one out. I'm attracted to the submissive traits sissies exhibit. I could not act like some of them do, and I don't particularly care for the style of dressing other than the cute pink frilly panties.
Photos & Videos (porn): Hey, we all need some material to get off on. My tastes tend to be all over the place, and I do enjoy fetishes, domination, and lesbians the most. I mostly like seeing real people having sex without a lot of "story".
Masturbation: I do enjoy reading about what men and women do and think about when they masturbate. It seems like the topic is one of those 'deep, dark secrets' that we all have. A few of the blogs deal with group sessions. I've never done that - it does sound interesting. I don't think I could do it with just one other person - it would have to be a group, hopefully males and females.
Dominant Women & Submissive men: i consider myself submissive and i'm very attracted to dominant Women. i love to read their blogs and see their pictures & videos. When I call my favorite phone sex line (here) i always ask for a girl that is dominant. (Side note: they do all kinds of calls, but the girls that work there are in the 18-22 year old age range. While i do like to talk to a young girl, some times i'd much rather talk to a Woman in their 40's, 50's, or even 60's. There's something very cathartic about phone sex that i love.) i also like reading about submissive men or seeing men submit to Women. How do they show their submission? What are other things that i can i do to show my submission?
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
I did have a free hour over the weekend, and I used that time to get off. I took of all of my clothes, washed up a bit, and went looking for some porn. I was in the upstairs bedroom to look through my magazine collection, and I noticed that the college-aged girl and two of her friends that live across the street were home and sun bathing on the roof. That got my attention right away! The tree in my yard and the one it theirs was obscuring my view. I got out a pair of binoculars and watched them. The breeze coming through the window felt great on my body and I was soon at full erection.
I spent some time paging through the magazines and some time looking at them. As usual when I get all horned-up, I was in the talkative mood so I closed the window and called my favorite phone sex line. The girls there are very nice, have great voices, and really do a great job. The thing that annoys me is the amount of time they take between when they answer the phone and when they start the call - too long. I think they do it on purpose to tease me or calm me down. One of my favorites was working and I told her what I was doing. "Bad girl!" she said, knowing that I crossdress. She asked if I'd rather be out on the roof with them in a bikini than in my house with my cock in my hand. "Of course!" I exclaimed. I'd always wanted to wear a bikini in public. She asked why, and I said that there were many reasons. I love looking at women when they have so little on - its so easy to imagine them naked. I'd also love the humiliation of wearing the bikini - the girls would tease and laugh at me about the bottoms barely containing my bulge and that the top fits my chest well. They'd tug at it to see if there were tan lines.
That then led to a conversation about tan lines. I think they are very sexy. Sure, an all-over tan is nice to see, but the tan lines draw one's attention to the right places. I told her that many years ago I did wear a bikini to a tanning salon for just that reason. It was winter time and I went to the salon for something to do on the dark and cold nights. The first time I went I just wore my male swim suit. The girls there were college-aged and they seemed very friendly as they said they didn't get many guys there. Feeling naughty pervy, the next time I wore the bikini under my clothes. In the booth I took off my shoes and pants, and left my shirt unbuttoned. I heard one of the girl's outside and asked if they had a towel as there wasn't one in the booth. She knocked on the door to give me one, and I opened the door fully and she got an 'accidental' peek at the bikini under my open shirt. She took a good look and smiled/giggled when she gave me the towel. As I laid in the tanning bed I could hear her tell the other girls what she saw. Needless to say I was stroking myself to their voices. When I left I did leave my shirt mostly unbuttoned so they all could see the bikini top.
The phone sex girl asked if I went back and I said that I did a few times a month during that winter. Sadly, the placed closed by the next winter. She could tell that relating the story to her really got me excited. She asked if the girls were still on the roof and if I were stroking myself this entire time. Yes to both questions I said. She berated me as I didn't ask permission and for what I did at the salon. She had me spank my ass with a paddle while saying "Forgive me Mistress for my sins!" at each swat. She told me to tell her what I'd do if I were with the girls. I told her I'd like to kiss their feet and cum on their bellies. She laughed and laughed, saying that no sissy boy would be allowed to do such a thing. She had me swat myself more. She said that the girls would laugh at me if they saw me now and call me names (which I wish I could remember all the ones she said). She had me beg them to let me cum while she called me those names and laughed. Only when she thought I really meant it did she tell me to cum, and cum I did!! It was one of those body-shaking orgasms, the ones that leave you light-headed, cum-soaked and exhausted. I thanked her profusely while I laid on the floor spent. It took some time to recover and come out of that happy space of post-orgasm. Still feeling pery, I looked back out the window at the girls, rubbing my cum over my cock and balls to another, lesser orgasm.